Not a love story - Matheo Riddle & Y/n Lestrange

07

y/n pov

he hugged me as I cried wishing I wasn't crying but I know this is a good way to express my emotions. 

"Love you shivering let's go to your dorm and we can pick up your books and then head and head to the library," Matheo says smiling down at me

feeling as tho I need a hug I reach my arms up like a child as he laughs picking me up and holding me like I'm so delicate as I wrap my legs around his waist and put my head in the space between his neck and head

"hi," he whispers

"hi, "I say back

"you're being weird why are you being affectionate," he says

I pull back and look at him

"what so I'm not affectionate," I say getting angry

"Well I mean you usually just yell at me and act like a bitch," he says chuckling

"what the fuck," I say jumping down and looking up at him

"What sweetheart can't handle honesty," he snarls

"you're fucking me aren't you?" I ask shocked

"I just fucking cried t you, you asshole and then you call me a bitch," I continue

"you're a fucking dick I hate you so much I fucking was vulnerable to you,"

Matheos pov

I've grown weak, I say to myself as I ask her

"you're being weird why are you being affectionate," I say knowing it's  going to make her mad, knowing I'm going to hurt her, I hate myself for doing this but I'm getting to attatce=hed

"what so I'm not affectionate," she asks as I can see her getting angrier slowly crushing me

"Well I mean you usually just yell at me and act like a bitch," I say chuckling so she doesn't see the pain behind my voice

"what the fuck," she says hopping of letting me go, knowing I should have savoured her touch for a little while longer

"What sweetheart can't handle honesty," I have betrayed her in the worst ways possible

"What sweetheart can't handle honesty," I can hear the pain in her voice

"I just fucking cried t you, you asshole and then you call me a bitch," she continues as I see herself break 

"you're a fucking dick I hate you so much I fucking was vulnerable to you," I want to say I'm sorry and wrap my arms around her and tell her how sorry and how much I hate myself for doing this but I can't, this is my destiny to grow old and never love anyone because if what they say is true im the boy who never could feel anything or love anyone, but I know that no true I love her but she doesn't and it will stay that way forever until.

I watch her as she runs off yelling 

" ill meet you at the library," she angrily says as she finally apparates

as she apparates I feel my father calling me from my dark mark 

as i make I see snape with y/n 

y/ns pov

snape comes storming up to me 

"wheres Matheo?" he asks to question

"he's supposed to meet me at the library for us to study," I say

"well lord Voldemort has requested both of your presences as soon as you find Matheo, the other will be waiting," he says

"oh and y/n I wish you luck," he says in a comforting tone