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Sehun - Hurt [part 2]

Another update - the sequel of Hurch :D . @ClarissaIma. I apologize if there are many typos or some words are glued together - the website behaves weird.

Genre: Angst, Drama, Slice of life

Summary: Realizing her mistake, Rissa tries her best to get Sehun back. But he's a star and has dignity and moreover, he pushes her away every time she makes a step towards him. He's hurt, so does she. She makes one last move to win him back because her anxiety is almost unbearable. Will she succeed?

Keywords: Aftermath , Mood, Pursuit, Unexpected

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Rissa's POV

I stood there alone in that bar again losing my rationality. Every night of these 6 months I got drunk from alcohol, I swore out loud because I think of him, who was so cold. I felt crappy and shouted out loud in anger.

When I entered the restroom I saw my reflection in the mirror that happened to be broken - like the pieces of our broken love. My tears started flowing down my cheeks again, I was trapped in the memories of him.

Suddenly, his scent thickly spreaded and I felt like my heart would explode! I felt his hands, his body radiating heat behind me, I also saw his reflection in the mirror... No, this isn't the end! I love him so much, madly, deeply... The heat between him and me wouldn't cool down soon.

He held my hand and turned me to him... Sehun? He didn't say a word. My heart was burning up and I couldn't take it anymore because it felt like I would die. He pressed his body against me and leaned closer brushing his lips on mine and I closed my eyes... Gosh, I missed that and much more.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes and I was trapped in the memories of him. In my eyes rain welled up again, I was seeing him even when I breathe. Our love bloomed like cherry blossoms but burned and became an ash... because of me.

I admit, there existed other ways of parting from each other. A few shards of glass might have helped us? Funny, but this happens to many other people in the world and still, each of us go through it differently.

Now, I couldn't move from the darkness. He wasn't here, not being next to me is like my heart stoped and died in an instant. It was hard to breathe. I believed that I couldn't go on if it wasn't him here next to me, it hurted so much that I thought I'd go crazy...

This anxiety - the sane and the insane rivalry, that brought me to my knees.

I dialed Suho's number. I needed to know, Gosh! I couldn't sit and hit my head on the cold wall endlessly.

- Hey? - he sounded unexpectedly - I haven't heard from you recently.

- Um, hello oppa. - I said softly, holding my breath. Suddenly everything vanished from my head.

- How are you, Rissa? Is everything okay?

- Yes ... actually I don't know, oppa.

- Wait. I'll go out of the studio, I can't hear anything. - I heard a knock and the sound of creaking, perhaps it was a door. Then he spoke into the phone again - Are you sure you're okay? You sound doubtful. Do you need anything?

- Oppa, I... - he cut me off.

- Rissa, you want to know how is he, right? - He felt what I was going to ask immediately, I only kept in touch with him.

- Yes. - My stomach tightened into a knot and my pulse went up to my ears.

- He is well, Rissa. You know Sehun isn't a person who languish and tries to fill the gaps by working.