Chapter 21 I know

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Certain things by James Arthur.

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"I saw him with us at that cabin we use to go to when you were young". I stop in relief that nothing had happen to her. "mom was this a-a dream?". she whips her tears "it was real Vanessa I thought It was..." As she looks at "but it doesn't matter I'm sorry sweetie I didn't mean to make a scene" .As she turns the car back on. "Mom it's ok I understand.. dad will always be with us". I can't really talk about dad so much if not I'll start crying. "it's ok mom". my voice starts cracking.
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I grabbed a granola and ran up stairs. I walk in and lay on my bed thinking about what moms dream was about and...

*falls sleep*

Why can I see myself as a girl in the cabin me with my dad? I'm on a boat with my mom and we're having the time of our lives until we took a corner with the boat and the cabin was on fire. Im crying cause I know that something bad was going to happen and I knew that dad was gone. My moms covering my eyes and grabbing my head and turning me around but I'm so weak and small so I can't take her hands off me! I can't see what's happening

*loud knocking*

I open my eyes trying to see who's knocking on my window. At first I get scared that I see a figure outside my window. I crack open a little of my curtains to see who it is. "Nash?". I slide it open. "what the hell are you doing here?!". He hops in. "I came to see you". "It's like 12 A clock". "It was worth it". I go to my bed hoping he'll sit with me too. "so why are you up so late?" "Um well I think a lot at night and that's how my time flys." I say looking at him. "what about you?" "why are you up so late?". He looks up and smiles. "well umm I also think...and think about you". I look at him with my mouth wide open. I go for a slow kiss which went into a deep on kiss him on top of me kiss. He stops. I then get scared and panic. "um wait." I say breathing. "I'm sorry I-". "it's ok if your not ready your not ready." he says with a smile. I stare at him as he's right above me. "ok I'm ready". I whisper. "you sure". I nod nervously. He slowing goes down to kiss me and my neck. I see Nash take off his shirt and starts to take my shirt off and I don't really recall what happened next but let's just say it was a-little under control in my room..
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The next morning : I start to wake up and find myself in a baggy shirt which was Nashes. I freak out so much knowing he's not here!! Maybe my mom kicked him out and found him naked?! OH GOD NO! I glance and theirs a note on my bear tied in a bow:

Dear beautiful,
I hope you woke up well, I certainly did. I just wanted you to know I left but I knew the things "you know who" would "kick me out!" But above all I wanted to write down that I love you so much. Your my everything and if you would know how many girls I see because of who i am I would want you to know I only see you.
Love you Vanessa,
Nash Grier:)

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