Chapter 17 *thoughts*

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* he slides his fingers up my arms , I could feel his breath upon my neck. He then turns me around and kisses me like I don't have a choice. I try so hard to stop but everything in me is just holding me back. He pulls me close to the fact I'm completely against him. I push him away. Its quiet. He slowly kisses my lips. I get lifted almost rapping my legs around him he carries to a bed. Places me softly and takes off his shirt and puts his warm body on my. And as for me I had a bra and a grey shirt on so he slowly takes it off kissing me neck and-*

*breathes heavily and heavily* "NOOOO!!" I feel if I still have a shirt on which I do. The doors swing wide open. It scared me cause if the way the door bounced back of how hard she opened it. "Honey? What's wrong!?!" My mom yells. I'm still breathing like when you cry and you try to tell your friend something. "I'm sorr-sorry I had a bad dream". More than a bad dream. "God honey you scared me. You wanna sleep with me?" Um kinda weird when she says that but everyone's done it in life. I nod like a scared little girl will usually do. I follow her through the dark slowly walking trying not to hit something . which I do . My mom gets in bed waiting for me to snuggle with her. "Can you make me pancakes tomorrow?". "Momm!".
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It's Sunday and I usually make pancakes every Sunday for me and my mom. As I make a couple of pancakes I hear a the door bell ring. Me and my mom look at each other. "who is that?!?". "I don't know". I look through the window. I open it. "Nashh hi". "Hey we haven't talked for awhile so I wanted to stop by". "oh um this is my mom". "Mom! Say hi". I say giving her the look to not say anything stupid . "mrs. Faith id love to spend a day with your daughter is this fine with you?". "Sure have fun". I walk with Nash to my room. Praying it's clean. if my bed have done is clean I guess. "So the real reason I came was to see if you were ok and maybe you can explain some things?". "Ya why would I explain something's?". "it's ok if you lie I'm here for you". I think about for a moment. "well I have an signed partner in English and I-". "wait what are you talking about?". I think about what just happened. oh crap were not taking about the same thing. "What did you mean then?". "Umm". "what Nash? Just tell me". I keep on thinking on other things that might happen. "go check your phone". "it's dead". "then no". I grab his phone. "Vanessa don't!" I see my name in some Instagram pictures. I start to get tear no more like anger or confused. It was a picture of me and Jack almost kissing. "Nash I-

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