SDMN Oneshots

Ksimon

Tw's: Swearing, Drinking, Violence

AU Note: (all the boys live in the sidemen house in these stories)

(Italics mean conversations)

Simon's POV:

I was sitting on the couch with the boys except for JJ and Josh and we were talking about future Sidemen Sunday ideas until we were interrupted by Josh opening the door and supporting a drunk-looking JJ. I was worried since I knew how he could get when he got drunk. All the boys looked at each other with eyes of concern and confusion whilst I went over to Josh to ask him what happened.

I approached Josh as he slowly let JJ go so he could grip the edge of the counter so I tapped his shoulder expecting an answer "Hey Josh, what happened to JJ?" "oh he went to a party with his old mates but he went overboard with the alcohol and his friend texted me to pick him up since they were worried for him"   When I heard this I was quite upset because JJ promised me that he wouldn't go out to parties without letting me know let alone get this drunk.

The rest of the boys could tell I was upset just by looking at me but they stayed seated to see what would happen so I went up to JJ so I could offer my help. "Hey JJ, do u wanna go upstairs and have a rest", "Bro Simon why do u always have to tell me what to do like I know how to live my life", JJ responded slurring his words due to the large amounts of alcohol he drank. The boy's eyes widened when they heard how loud JJ spoke towards Simon as he rarely ever spoke to him that way. "w-what do y-you mean.. JJ I am only trying to take care of you, you are my boyfriend so I want to make sure you are ok", "SIMON BRO JUST LEAVE I HONESTLY WISH I NEVER GOT TOGETHER WITH YOU LET ALONE MET YOU" and then, everyone was hit with a deafening noise that no one thought they would ever hear.

JJ POV:

I was feeling particularly stressed out that day and I found myself pacing around me and Simon's room trying to think of something that can calm me down when I remembered something I shouldn't have. My friend Mike was throwing a party tomorrow and he invited me, I knew Simon wasn't fond of me going to parties let alone going to them without making him aware of it but I knew that if I told him he would find a way to prevent me from going and I honestly just needed a break and I needed to let loose so I replied to his text letting him know that I was going. When the night of the party came I knew I had to find a way to leave the house without telling Simon where I was going. I took a second to think about what I was going to say and eventually just decided to tell him I was going to hang out with Mike and a few other friends for a few hours. I walked downstairs to meet Simon who was on the couch watching Men in black but he was interrupted as I tapped his shoulder to start my lie. "Hey Si, I am gonna hang with Mike and a few others for a few hours so don't be worried about where I am ok", "Ok love just don't be out too late I love you!". 

I left the house and made my way to Mike's house feeling less stressed then before as I was excited to have some much needed fun. I had been there for about 2 and a half hours and I was on my 12th cup of beer so I was absolutely wasted and I was not in control of what I was saying or doing and I think my friends noticed how I was acting so they grabbed my phone out my pocket and dialed the first number they recognised which so happened to be Josh and I knew that he wouldn't be happy with me but I really wasn't in the mood for any arguments. I was so out of it that I didn't even realise that I was being carried into a car by Josh and before I could say anything Josh had started to question why I had done this and why I had lied to Simon and then I somehow remembered even though I could barely make out where I was that I lied to my own boyfriend to please myself and I felt bad but at the same time I had a lot of fun and that's honestly what I needed to feel happy again. 

I soon felt myself being lifted again and being brought to a place I could only recognise as the sidemen house and I immediately tensed having a feeling that Simon wasn't gonna be very pleased to see the state I was in. I entered the house very slowly as I wanted to find something to hold onto whilst I was out of my bed and since I had drank so much my hearing and sight weren't that good so I couldn't make out what Josh and Simon were saying but I could see that Simon was slowly walking towards me but I knew that if he started to annoy me then I would end up saying things that sober me would never say. "Hey JJ do u wanna go upstairs and have a rest" is what I heard from a worried Simon but I honestly didn't wanna hear it so I snapped back, "Bro Simon why do u always have to tell me what to do like I know how to live my life"  and I knew I was getting pissed since at the time I thought he was trying to tell me what to do and I didn't realise he was just offering his help. "w-what do y-you mean.. JJ I am only trying to take care of you, you are my boyfriend so I want to make sure you are ok" and when he said that I snapped completely and said something I never thought I would say "SIMON BRO JUST LEAVE I HONESTLY WISH I NEVER GOT TOGETHER WITH YOU LET ALONE MET YOU"  and then I did something that I immediately regretted the moment I realised.

I slapped him.. I slapped my own boyfriend.. hard across the face. I turned to look at him holding his face with tears streaming down his red and hurt face and I wanted so bad to run up to him and smother him in kisses and show him I love him so that's what I attempted but as soon as I got close again he pushed me away and ran upstairs proceeding to slam the door shut. I felt horrible both mentally from what I had just done and physically from the alcohol affects but I knew it would be useless to try and talk to him now. I looked up to see Tobi dash upstairs with a look of anger and sympathy on his face as he knocked on Simon's door to talk to him and I thought he was gonna shut him out but to my surprise he let Tobi in really quickly proceeding to shut and lock the door whilst Josh, Ethan and Harry started speaking with me about what I had just done whereas Vik just stayed on the Couch most likely just trying to ignore everything that was going on and to be honest I don't blame him.

Simon's POV:

I fell to the floor as I felt a horrible stinging pain on my left cheek as JJ slapped me, never in a million years did I think he would ever go as far as to hit me. I had no words to say as I looked up to see JJ trying to approach me again but I was scared he was gonna hit me again so I pushed him away and bolted upstairs to my bedroom and shut the door as I slid down the wall trying to process what just happened. My thoughts came to an end when I heard a special knock that only one person has with me and that person is Tobi and honestly I really needed someone right now so I immediately let him and as I then shut and locked the door. He crouched down next to me and held out his arms signalling for me to climb into his arms. "shh Si it's gonna be ok just let it all out then we can talk ok I love you", that was all I heard before I bursted into tears and I had mixed emotions right now, tears of anger, tears of sadness, tears of confusion and I knew he would always be there for me and I know that he loves me to death as a best friend and I am so grateful to have him here to comfort me. 

After what felt like hours my tears finally turned into sniffles as I slowly climbed out of Tobi's arms and slowly saying that I was ready to talk. "I-I just d-don't understand w-why he h-had to hit m-me Tobs like all I w-was trying to d-do was h-help him"  I managed to stutter out before Tobi reassured me and told me comforting things but our conversation was interrupted as a knock slowly came from the door and Tobi went to go see who it was. To my surprise it was JJ and he looked really upset and I knew by his face that he wanted to talk so I told Tobi to let him in and I will scream if anything happens, he nodded and let JJ in as he walked out and shut the door behind him. "Si I am so so sorry for what I did, I was being a massive dickhead and what I did was a really shitty move" I then looked up at him slowly becoming more comfortable since he seemed more sober than before, "I understand if you aren't ready to forgive me but just know I will be waiting for you and I will always love you and I promise that this will never happen again" but before I could say anything I pressed my lips against his but not in an attempt to shut him up but in an attempt to show him that I forgive him and that I love him too.

3rd Person POV:

JJ and Simon emerged from their room and walked downstairs hand in hand to tell the others that they made up and that everything was ok. They both made their way to the living room and stood in front of everyone so that they all payed attention to them. "Guys I apologised to Simon and we talked about it and now everything is resolved and we still love each other", JJ said before quickly adding "And also, I made a massive promise to Simon that I will try my absolute hardest to quit drinking" and moments after JJ said that all that could be heard were claps and cheers of happiness and with that they had both proved to each other that everything would be ok and that nothing would get in between their relationship.

Guys I really hope you enjoyed this chapter and remember to eat and drink water and that you are loved <33333

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