SDMN Oneshots

Everyone

TW's: Swearing, Anxiety, Body Dysmorphia, Homophobia, Racism, Panic Attack

(AU Note: I'm so sorry that this is so deep also everyone means that they are all dating each other)

(AU Note 2: Everyone is going to have a POV about the same situation)

(AU Note 3: * Means thoughts)

Simon's POV:

Today we had a massive meeting to go to apparently about like new sets, new ideas, new features and more things but something to know about me is that I absolutely hated the way my body looked from my curves to the shape of my nose to my weight and I wasn't proud of it, The boys know about this and they were always trying to help me and they do all they can but I always have these negative thoughts about the way I look.

I got diagnosed with body dysmorphia about 6 months ago and my parents weren't exactly happy to hear that since they had imagined they would have a perfect child who was always happy and had nothing wrong with them, I always knew they were toxic since of all the things they used to tell me, "you will never have anything wrong with you or otherwise you are a sin, "you see all those people with mental health issues or diagnoses, they are so unimportant and are probably just faking it". I always felt bad since I never agreed with them and I never once thought the same thoughts.

Me and my friends, we called ourselves the sidemen, we all have some sort of an issue but we all help each other out, they all knew about my parents so they were quite skeptical about letting me into the group but they had learned that they could trust me and now we are all the best of friends. From the point I was diagnosed to now, I was definitely getting better since the thoughts I had went from having them everywhere I stepped to only having them a few times a week which was actually a massive improvement for me and I had recently gotten some medication to help with it and I definitely see the effects and I have been feeling a lot happier lately.

Even though I still struggle I know I am progressively getting better and with the support from my boys, I know I will get on just fine. Anyways after that rant, we made our way to the meeting, this guy came up to us and honestly he looked high out of his mind. He started making these random ass comments that made no fucking sense whatsoever but that was until he started insulting all of us out of no where. He said Josh looked like an old pedophile, he said Harry was supposed to be crippled when he was born, he said JJ's forehead was bigger than the centre-point tower, he said Tobi's face looked deformed, he said Vik was adopted and unloved and he said that I looked like a skeleton in a health classroom.

At that point JJ started beating the shit out of him since JJ hated when people said anything rude towards his friends so after about 2 minutes this rando was knocked out cold on the floor. We quickly started walking away so we wouldn't be late but I think Vik noticed that I was covering my stomach and constantly looking down at it so he started walking towards me. "Hey Si stop doing that you look absolutely beautiful". I looked down at him and stopped him in his tracks so I could give him a big hug, "Thank you Vik, I needed to hear that right now", I whispered that in is ear before we started walking back to the rest of the group. I ended up getting through the whole meeting and getting back home feeling quite happy and at the end of all that we all ended up cuddling on our extra large foldout couch bed in the lounge room with a movie playing.

Tobi's POV:

I had been told by Vik that we had a big meeting we needed to attend but it was in an area where it was always busy so I instantly became extremely anxious. Truth is I have been diagnosed with anxiety since I was 8 years old and I don't do well in large crowds, especially when people are trying to come towards me. We had just gotten out of the car so we could start walking to the building and holy shit when I tell you there was a lot of people I mean there was a lot of people, it honestly looked like half the country was there, well I mean to me at least.