My powerful mate

Be someone new

Dear diary

Today will be different, it has to be. I will smile and will be believable.  A smile will say I'm fine. Yes I  feel much better.  I will no longer be the sad little girl who lost her brother. I will start fresh. 
Be someone new. It's the only way I will make it thorough . I will  chose my own path. 
It is said that Our values and action  define who we are. So i will not make any mistakes.  I will not hurt anyone feelings.

First i will apologies to scott for my rude behaviour.  Second i will tell jenna not to send  me on any blind date. And third i will tell myself each day that I'm strong.  I miss you damon.

"Morning jenna." I said happily.

"Someone's  early today. " jenna said by giving me a cup of coffee.

"I'm an early bird." I chucked.

"Ok birdy. Wanna tell me what happened with you and andrew? " jenna asked taking a sip of her coffee.

"About that.. yes. Well i was quite rude. And I'm sorry . It's just everything is changing around me and I'm stuck in my past." I said awkwardly.

"It's okay little angel. You got this under control. You have the power to change people's heart. I know you can handle the situation very well." Jenna said by kissing me on my forehead.

"I'm sorry jenna. I know you're trying your best for me and I  just keep hurting you.  I know i should. ..

Jenna cuts me off.

"It's okay. I just want you to be safe and happy. You don't have to be sorry. I want you take as much time as you need." Jenna hugged me.

"Thanks jenna" i said

"So what are your plans for today. " jenna asked me.

"Yeah. I will hang around with scott and stiles." I replied.

"Sounds great. Have fun. I'll be leaving now. See you in the evening" said jenna.

"Okay. I love you." I replied

"I love you too."

I called stiles for asking  scott  cell number.  I know that I've been really mad at scott. I have to apologise for my mistakes.  I told stiles not to call scott as i was making a plan to ask for his forgiveness.

Buzzzz buzzzz buzzzz.

"Hello." Said scott.

"Hi scott. It's me emily." I replied.

"Emily. How are you? I'm sorry you know for everything I've done. I know you just lost your brother  and i..

I cut him off..

Scott just calm down.  I'm sorry . It's all my fault. You don't have to apologise for my mistakes. I'm sorry for my rude behaviour.  Scott can you forgive me"   i asked awkwardly.

"Yeah sure. Can we start a fresh?" Scott asked happily.

"Yes. You wanna come over to stiles and watch some horror movies?. " i asked

"Yeah. I'll see you there in an hour. I will pick you up" Said scott.

"No it's fine. I'll see you there." I replied.

OK Emily just remember scott and stiles are your friends and you will behave like a good girl. No yelling.

I was ready to go.  I took my car and went to a video store for taking few horror movies.  I hope they will like it. I have to be a new person.

I arrived at stiles place.  Ok emily just relax. You will not overreact.  Just be a nice girl.

"She's here." Says scott.

"Why is she still outside?" Stiles asked scott

" She's talking to herself. She doesn't want to hurt our feelings. " scott replied

" Scott she's attempting to be our friend. So please just don't do anything stupid to get her mad." Stiles requested.

" I won't. " scott replied

Ting tong....

"Coming." Stiles yelled.

"Hi guys." I said

"Hi." They both said in unison
"So how are you guys doing?" I asked nervously

"Ummm we're fine.." said stiles

Ok. Hey scott. I just wanted to apologise.  I was rude and you were "

Scott cut me off.

"It's okay. It's totally not your fault. " says scott

"Water under the bridge. " stiles said tapping on my shoulder.

"Yeah. " scott and I  said in unison.

We were watching movies one after another.  And hours went by. I really enjoyed with them. And everything else was going in track.   It was 5 o'clock.  I told scott and stiles that I have to go.

I was driving to my home.  Well done emily. You were awesome.  You didn't yell and no horrible mood swings.

  Damon It's my first step to move forward in my life.  I miss you so much damon.  I want you to be at my side. Soon I was crying my eyes out.  I wanted to be with damon. It was my fault that he is dead. It was hard for me to drive while crying.  All I wanted is to be with damon.  Damon it's so hard for me.

Suddenly my car stopped.  What's wrong with this stupid  car? I tried to start it but my every  attempt was on vain. It was still 9 miles away from my home.  I decided to walk. I took my hand bag and started walking. I was still crying.  I tried to stop crying but  I  couldn't.

A black camaro arrived and i realised that it was darek's car. I quickly wiped my tears and started walking. 

"Emily you want a ride?" Said darek

What should I do? Scott always tells me to stay from  him but why? Is darek really dangerous? It's better for me to be alone.

"No thanks. I'll walk." I replied.

"You can't be serious. " he chucked.

"Yes. I'm serious. " I replied.

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