Finding love is harder than i thought (girlxgirl)

This story is the sequal to Shes my best friend and i love her and before you read this i advise you to read that first because if not you will most likely get confused

here yah go hope you like it

Finding love is harder than i thought

Chapter 1

Mali's Pov

"are you ready for our senior year togethr" i asked Ziva and Izzy

"hell yah ive been waiting for this year my life plus it means i turn 18 which then i get to move out thank god" Zivas been wanting to leave her house for along time, shes tired of being controlled every second of her life and she wants out.

I know her parents have loosened up ever since my mom and what happened with justin but nothing with them ever changes

"yah you need to get out of there"

she didnt say anything she just sighed and walked into the highschool with me.

our first day of our senior year, Finally. Some, well most seniors will start thinking about colleges and such but not me and Ziva. We are moving to Cali together awsome right!

But were not together together just friends and id like to keep it that way, Its way less complicated.

Infact Ziva has a girl friend now her name is Dezi and shes soo sweet. Her and Ziva have been together since our sophmore year. shes a guitar player and shes taught me and ziva how to play finally.

Anywho back to my point me and Ziva are moving to cali because we are going to start our singing career together long stretch yah i know but we have already made songs and such, with the help of Dezi and her older brother Mason. So i guess were a band, not sure what we are called but then again we dont call ourself a band. But yah we all are going to Cali. The only fall back on this is that Izzy doesnt know neither does our parents but we will be 18 so hey wont be able to do a damn thing about it.

"hey guys im gonna go meet up with Zak" ugh Izzys slut of a boyfriend i wont admit it to her but he is and sadly shes a slut too but whatever

before either me or Ziva could say anything she was gone

"Ugh shes still with him"

"yep thats all shed talk about when i would hang out with her Zak this Zak that its fucking annoying"

"tell me about it" she said then looked at me pleadingly,"can i go look for Dezi please"

figures

"sure fine ill just be here alone like always"

she gave me a look

"what"

"you know what why dont you find someone youve been asked out before why wont you say yes to any of them i know you like them" she said

i never talk about this ever, i cant trust anyone EVER

i was hurt many times by my best friend by falling inlove with her and then having things turn into shit and then i had a boyfriend who i thought was amazing but he killed my mother and so many other people then he fucking STABBED ME i have the scar to prove it.

but i just shrugged

"Mali you have to talk about it youve put it off too long" she paused " its about what happend freshman year isnt it" she messed eith her fingers not looking at me

"yes" i whispered

" im sorry" she said but before i could reply Dezi jumped on Zivas back

"ZIVA ZIVA ZIVA" she screamed and kissed her on her cheek and hopped off her back

"Damn Dezi you are awfully hyper for this time of the day" i smirked

she slapped me "well its our senior year and i get to spend it with my best friend and my lover" she said dragging out lover wiggling her eyebrows like the freak she is

"god your such a dork" that only made her smile wider

the bell rang

"damn" i mumbled

"im gonna go alrught you guys ill see you at lunch" i said waving them goodbye

i passed by many people but all of them were blurrs i felt like breaking down, im not used to not alwaysbeig at home where i can break down and cry. Fresman year scar'd me for life im not sure ill ever grt over it

i still have nightmares

i can never trust anyone ever again

sigh

I arrived at mr. Hunters class and i noticed i was extremly early

wow im a nerd

but a few seconds later someone came through the door, someone ive never seen before.

A new kid and i was blown away by her looks she was amazingly beautiful and ........

shut up now

you can trust anyone EVER

she set her stuff down and walked straight towards me and stuck out her hand to me and said in a sweet velvet voice

"hello my name is Melody" and she smiled sweetly

-authors note-

Yah nay or fuck no? lol

ok well i know its not much but it will hopefully get better and book 1 fans howd you like it XD Well so yah vote comment and fan plzz XD suggest to others whatevrs Peace XD