Finding love is harder than i thought (girlxgirl)

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Mali's Pov

"hi my names melody" she said and extended her hand out to me and waited patiently god she was gorgeous

shut up

i extended my arm and grabbed her hand and electric shocks were sent through my body. This never happened when i touched Ziva or even when i thiught i loved justin. We both jumped an looked each other for a couple seconds until i looked down and cleared my throat

"umm hi nice to meet you im Mali" i looked ito her bright blue eyes

"nice to meet you too mali" she smiled sweetly at me

"so um where are you from" i know typical question to ask a new kid but i was making conversation right

"i moved here from south carolina" hmmm never been there before

"thats cool so what brings you here" her face frowned alittle, whatd i do

"umm alittle bit of family differences with my dad so i moved here to live with my mom"

"your parents are divorced im sorry and what difference if you wouldnt mind me asking?"

she started to look very uncomfortable and she looked around and noticed there were alot of people in the classroom now because the bell was about to ring.

"can i tell you later or can i just write you a not or something" she asked an i nodded

i motioned for her to sit next to me and she did.

I sit in the back of the classroom by myselfand since shes new she can sit by me it just make things easier

i looke over to her and i saw her fragile little dainty hands writing furiously on a white piece of paper and when she was done she slide it over to my desk.

"ok class we are going to be talking about......" i zoned the teacher out i was already ahead in the class i had a 110% A+ in this class yah im an overachiever

Melody: well my fathe is a preacher and is a full blown christian and he recently founf out that im bisexual by my so called best friend and now im going to hell in his eyes and im a a horrible child and he said it was onlya faze and i am being stupid and selfish, SELFISH because he was like what will the churh think of me if i have a daughter who likes girls soo he kicked me out sorta i had a major fight with him and called my mom who didnt care since she infact is gay herself and has a wife so i asked if i could move here and she ofcourse said yes and ...... sorry im rambling ugh im normally not like this but i want to justbreak down and cry and i really hope you arent like a homphobe or anythjng because that would suck plus i dont want people to know because last time people found out that happend and i ughhh sorry

i giggle to myself yah IM a homophobe haha

Me: Melody im sorry about what with your dad hes an ass wait you cuss right if not im sorry lol well anyway i had the same thing some what happen with my mom i told her i was bisexual and she flipped out and my parents got a divorce and umm well uhh yah lets just say ive had a very roughlife as a freshman a few years ago when i first came out dont worry about me being homophobic cause im obviously not ill be here for you

Melody: i cuss dont worry lol and ur bi well cool yah i guess you would be homophobic haha lol but what happened though id like to know so i can help you

sigh

Me: sorry no i dont talk about it

Melody: it wouldnt hurt to try

Me: no

she didnt reply back she just stared straight ahead, i felt bad i really did but i cant let her get in i dont let anyone in at all not even my best friends

the classbell rangand Melody stopped me before i left

"whats your next class"

"math"

her face lit up," me too"

"cool" i dont feel like talking ughhh

we walked up stairs and we ran into Ziva"hey ohh" she said and then grinned and ran off

"what was that about" melody asked but i jut shrugged and went on

apparently we had every single class together even lunch because we bith had second lunch with Dezi and Ziva. Izzy and Zak had third lunch, first lunch were for freshman.

---------------Lunch---------------

me and melody had our trays which melody had a taco salad and i just had a salad.

we payed for our food and went over to mine Dezi and Zivas booth. Dezi and Ziva both had there trays all ready and were sitting at the booth talking and chatting away.

I ushered Melody to sit on the inside and i quickly sat down with bbth Dezi and Ziva starring at me. Damn there obsessed with my love life

i sighed "guys this is melody shes new here and Melody this is Ziva and her girlfriend Dezi my best friends"

"nice to meet you Melody" they said in unison

"nice to meet you too, are you guys like bi or gay or whatever" melody asked

they laughed "yes we are are you" Melody froze and looked at me wanting to know if it was safe to twll them and i nodded

"yes im bi"

they both nodded while looking at me sometimes. Then they and melody went to taljing and they were asking Melody questions and but i dont know what they asked because i was zoned out most of the time

i felt Melodys hand touch me and shocks sprung to life in my body making my insides twist and my eyes pricked with tears that threatened to spill over

"i gotta go" and i sprung out of myseat an Melody looked a me with the same look of expresion as Ziva and Dezi but mostlyZiva because even though Dezi knows about my past she doesnt know all of it. I think Ziva saw the tears spill over because i was already crying and melody was out of her seat

theni ran towards those certain bathrooms that no one go into and i fell to the ground once i was inside and curled into a ball an started to ball my eyes out

why does she effect me like that i cant get close to another person ever again i promised myself that bu its soo hard

"Mali" i heard her sweet velvet voicenot zivas but melodies

"yeyeah" shhe ran towards me fallin onto her knees and immeditatly grabbed me sendinv more shocks through me making me cry more

"shhhh its alright just lt out"

and i did i cryed so hard and buried my head in her chest while she rocked me and soothed me

why am i letting myself do this, why but it felt so right

ah well i might as well try

-authors note-

i know its not much again but its getting there but i hope you liked it XD whatdo you think of Melody hmmm XD well later XD Peace XD