Finding love is harder than i thought (girlxgirl)

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Melodys Pov

i craddled Mali rocking her back and forth in an old bathroom that seemed abandoned. This was my first day at this school and so much has already happened. But ever since i saw mali i became interested. The sadness in her face when i saw her made me want to know more i wanted to know what was hurting her.

I told her my sexuality which i thought i would never do but i had a feelin that it would be ok and it was because she is also bisexual which made me very happy.

i like her alot

she sobbed even harder into my chest

"shhhhh its ok mali shhhhh calm down"

i wanted to know what was hurting her so much but im not going to pry.

RING

shit first day and im already skipping classes all well its for a serious reason it will be fine, if my mom finds out she will undrstand ... i hope

her sobbs started to calm and she was only slightly crying now and she just rested her head on my chest comfortablly.

Damn this feels so right

sigh

"Mali you ok"

she nodded im assuming not trusting her voice

"you wanna talk about it" she shook her head

"come on mali i just got to this school and i didnt have to come in here and help you i didn have to stay here i deserve an answere" she noddedher head in agreement

"im so-sorry i me-meant no-not now"

"oh, im so sorry Mali im an ass" sheshook her head,"do you wanna go to my house its not far from here we could walk so we dont have to be in this nasty bathroom"

she laughed and nodded her head and sat up

we both stood up and we slowly yet quickly made our way to the exit. Which was very difficutl since we almost got caught twice and there are about a camera at every freaking corner.

Damn this school is complicated

"hey you two get over here" i heard mr. Jennings yell at us at from down the hall.

Great one of the worst teachers catch us

Great

"shit" we muttered in unison and i grabbed her hand and what did we do

we ran, we ran as fast as we could and i could hear Mr. Jennings run after us while screaming for us not to run in the hall way.

We ran as fast as we could and even though my heart was pumping and my legs were burning but we just kept on going. We slammed our bodies through the doors and even then we kept on running. But once we were of school grounds we stopped and rested

we fell down on the grass and once we caught our breath we laughed so hardi thought I was going to Lose it

"that was hilarious" i said

"i know right i cant believe mr. Jennings caught us" she paused, "well almost" and she just grinned at me

and we laughed again in unison

I moved up so i was sitting on myside and i was alot closer to herand she did the same

and we grew silent

we were laying on our sides only a few inches apart and we just stared into each others eyes and remained silent

oh how i wish could kiss her

I just stared at her and theni glancedat her lips. ive never done this Ive never been with a girl, ive never kissed a girl ive always been a shy girl ive only had a couple of boyfriends either and with them i was never outgoing or anything.

but mali, oh Mali shes different ive never felt like this before in my entire life yah i know its weird especially since ive only known the girl since this morning

whats wrong with me

"can i kiss you" i asked her and she just gave me a look which made me feel so freaking stupid making me regret it immediatly and i laided down on my back again andlooked up into the sky

"no no no no" mali said and she pulled me back to her

" i never said no, you know you dont have to ask just do it, then we would have decided things"

"but i didnt know i mean i just meet you and ive never even had a girlfriend so i dont know what the hell im supposed to do and i mean you seem like you already have enough shit going on in your life and, and i dont even know if im that pretty and you probably dont even like me, and, and ..." ifelt tears run down my face andi felt like i was rambling on and on about stupid crap, ugh im so pathetic

"shhh shut up melody you are gorgeous dont say any other wise and dont worry ive onlyhad one girlfriend and it wasnt much but to me it feels like ive known you for along time and i feel so right with you i cant explain it and i feel like i can tell you anything isthat so wrong?" she paused,"because i dont think it is lets just go with the flow of things please" mali said holding my face and for once in my god damned life i feel happy and i feel like i actuallymatter

i smiled and nodded in agreement with her

"now will you just shut up and kiss me" she said making me laugh

I kissed her and rolled on top of her and just keep kissing her. You know in all my life ive only been kissed or kissed once and it was awful comparedto malis kisses hers were sweet kind gently and full of love. Her soft pink lips were even softer than what i imagined and i cant believei feel like im in love with her but thats impossible i mean honestly ill just keep that in my head for now

but right now im just gonna focus on kissing her and feelher lips on mine

damn this feels so right

-Authors note-

I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY  oh mygosh my dad took everything away from me so i was unable to get onto wattpad i was having withdrawls from  my stories and the stories i am reading XD well i hope you all liked this chapter

I have a picture of Melody lemone this is what i picture her to look like XD