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"Riyan.."

"mhm?"

"Can we..start again..? all..of this mess.." tnya Arlyn dngn tatapan sayu. Erat dia genggam tngn sejuk Riyan. Riyan tersenyum smbil menitiskan air matanya.

"Sure..why not..?"

"Really?"

"yeah..i just realized it..no matter how many times we broke up , i still need you..and you still need me Arlyn.. Maybe..its our fate."

Arlyn tersenyum mendngr itu. dia terus menarik Riyan ke dlm pelukannya.

"Im sorry for hurting you..I didnt mean it."

"You should try to control your anger issues..We cant last longer if you cant even control it.."

"How..? everytime i try..i failed."

"try again..until you feel calm..this time i will help you.."

Arlyn cium bibir Riyan lembut. Riyan memeluk leher Arlyn smbil mendalamkan ciuman mereka.

Oh god..

how many times i need to forgive him? Why..Why i always come back to him?

is he the one for me?

is he..the right one?

i hope he is.

because my heart dont seems to have someone else's name except him.

Arlyn Hykarl.

No matter how hard i tried to forget and hate him..my heart just wont do that.

He got something that makes me forgive him again and again.

or he just manipulate me?

"Arlyn.."

"yes?"

"This..is last..chance..please dont break my heart again."

Arlyn geleng laju sambil mencium tanganku.

"I love you so much..If i ever hurt you again , i swear i will leave and forget about you. I promise Riyan.."

Aku harap kau pegang janji kau Arlyn.

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Sara mengangkat panggilan dari Riyan itu . lega sebab 2 hari st8 Riyan tk call or mesej dia. ingatkan lelaki tu kena culik ke apa. padahal ya AHAHHAHA

"Riyan? Where are you? Are you okay?"

"Sara.."

"you pergi mana? hah? 2 hari you hilang! You kata you tidur rumah kawan you tp bila i tanya diorng , diorng kata tk pun.. you buat i risau tau tak?"

"sorry..Heh.."

"You kat mana?"

"I..otw airport."

"what?"

"Sara..im sorry. i had to go."

"Where? Then what about me..?"

"If you nak balik skali , i booking ticket untuk you.."

"balik..? ke sana..? Riyan.."

"Im sorry..Sara..Kalau you nak stay situ pun boleh , i bg duit belanja tiap bulan.."

"Riyan..you cant just leave me just like that! WHY SO SUDDENLY? WITH NO EXPLANATION??"

Riyan mengenggam telefonnya serba salah. tahu yg Sara terkejut amat tp dia pun tk tahu sama ada keputusan yg dia buat ni betul atau tidak.

adakah dia tergesa ii sangat?

"Sara..i will be fine..You jaga diri okay?"

"Riyan..fuck..I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU LEAVE?"

Riyan mengeluh. dah agak dah mesti Sara ada perasaannya dngnnya padahal perasaan sukanya pada Sara dah lama mati.

Sara menahan air matanya dri mengalir. mengejut gila..

4 tahun diorng harungi susah senang sama ii , gila tak sayang. Even dia tahu at the end hati dia akan terluka juga.

"fine..whatever..You jaga diri elok ii kat sana..thanks.." Sara terua tutup pnggilan lalu dia duduk di sofa dngn air mata yg deras mengalir. heartbroken walaupun dia sndiri yg ambil risiko untuk jatuh cinta dngn Riyan.

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Arlyn mendukung Riyan yg masih tk sembuh kakinya itu masuk ke dlm kereta. akhirnya perjalanan 7 jam mereka di awan selesai juga. mereka kembali ke tempat dimana semuanya bermula. Riyan pejam mata kepenatan ingin merehatkan badannya.

Arlyn memandng Riyan yg tersandar ke tepi tingkap itu. Dia perlahan ii menarik Riyan bersandar ke bahunya. Riyan buka matanya kembali lalu dia mencium bibir Arlyn lembut.

"dont wanna leave you anymore." bisik Riyan smbil memejamkan matanya rapat. berharap ini kali terakhir dia menerima Arlyn. Arlyn memeluk Riyan .

"I promise..this is the last time. if i break my promise , leave me and never come back for me anymore."

"I dont know if i can even forget you darling..my heart cant accept anyone..except you.."

Arlyn mengukirkan senyuman nipis. dia menyentuh bibir Riyan perlahan.

"I wont break your heart anymore.. You can trust me , babe."

"darling..please..dont ever break me again..i need you..i need you in my life.."

"Ofc i wont..please trust me this time."

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"What about that girl?"

"I broke up with her months ago."

"so you used her to get me?!"

"yea..i know how much you love women so i used her..bijak tak aku?"

Riyan baling bantal ke muka Arlyn buatkan Arlyn ketawa. Dah agak dah mesti Riyan akan cuak punya kalau dia ugut pakai perempuan. tahu sngt yg Riyan ni feminist.

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