*laughing awkwardly* heya...
Yeah it's been a long time since i vent and uh... A lot of shit happens too.
But today, this night in my room with the light off, darkness looms over me, i suddenly feel so....lonely.
It started yesterday last night, as usual scrolling through my insta and saw my friends enjoy their life like always. And my heart started to ache like the needle stab into my heart. It hurts really bad. Not gonna lie or everything but uhh....i cried..
I cried silently for a while but my heart still aches. Then i thought something was wrong with and maybe because of my hormones, but i think again, my period was already over a few days back.
If not that, then because of what?? Yk after i cried, i felt really ashamed,like--what and why am i crying about?? My life is not that bad, my childhood is just fine. I felt really stupid to cry over something so little??
And why can't my heart stop aching? I hate feeling this way. It's better to throw it away and never think about it again. I feel like shit just thinks about it.
Stupid feelings and stupid emotions
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