I hate it when someone said im emotionless
I fucking hate it
Like, why would you say that to someone?
I know my resting face looks like im cold
But it doesn't mean im emotionless
I do have emotions
I just don't show it much
It hurt fucking bad when someone said im emotionless?
That fucking word got me thinking for years
Thinking to myself am i emotionless?
Do I have feelings?
Am i not capable of feeling things?
People started saying it when i was still in elementary school
And that continues years later when i grow up
Even if I'm working as a part-timer, my manager would say the same word when i don't give a damn reaction to what they said
What am i supposed to react?
What am i supposed to feel?
All these stupid words got stuck inside my brain like a parasite
Eating me inside
I would usually let all my anguish out when im in comfort of my bedroom
But when I suffered alone with my emotions, i almost wish that I was really emotionless and cold, apathetic even
That's better than feeling like shit every time I let all my feelings out
YOU ARE READING
VENTING :)
RandomThis book is me venting about my feelings or some random things in it. Your guys are welcome to read it, nobody's care if you read it though :)
