•It'll Be Okay• GENMUI

chapter 3

Mui pov

I started to tear up..

"I.." Slipped out mouth before I really bursted out. I didn't want to see him like that.. broken ribs.. amputated leg.. so many injuries..

If I was there instead.. if only I was.. I could've taken it..

What's going to happen when he doesn't wake up.. I'm going to be all alone..

I hug yui..

"Please.. come back.. wake up.." I tell his body.

I sit up and just look at him..

"Yui.. if you don't wake up.. or wake up and I'm not here.. I love you so much.." I tell him, "I'm sorry you had to go through that.. and I'm sorry you might have to go through losing me too.. but.. I love you.. your the best big brother I could've ever asked for.." I add.

I brush his fringe out if his eyes, then look at him again, feeling more tears trickle down my cheeks

"I.. I can't.."

I take a deep breath

"I can't.. I dont want to see you like this.."

"I have to go.. love you.."

I stroked a bit of his hair, then left before I get even more upset.

I walked past the counter. "I'm done checking in yuichiro.." I tell the lady, still tearstained face.

"Are you okay dear?" She asked, I just nod. "Its just hard without him.." I say, she nods. "This probably isn't the right time but uh.. there are hospital bills.. and they need to be paid.."

My heart dropped..

Fuck..

"Oh.. when..?" I ask, "not now, but sometime." She tells me, I take a deep breath and nod. "Anyways, have a nice night!" She tells me, "you too.." slips out my mouth, very quietly.

I walk out, I felt tears coming down my face again..

'What if I have to let him go.. I only have so much of mum and dad's money to pay for it.. and I need that for other stuff too..' I whisper to myself, I started to feel tears getting faster.

I walked to the park.. I just say on a bench and cried..

It was an old bench.. I remember yui and I would sneak off to the dairy and eat the lollies on this bench..

"I'm.. so sorry yui!" I whisper to whatever was listening.. mainly just myself. "I'm a horrible person.. I should've gone.. I should've protected you.." I tell myself, "if you die ill kill myself.. yui.. please wake up.." I say, sobbing hardly between each breath

My breathing was so out of place, everything around me was just blurry..

I stayed crying, talking to.. yui.. but he couldn't hear me..

"Are you alright kid?~" I weird male voice said from behind me, I looked up, and wiped my eyes. I nodded, I couldn't tell what he looked like since it was all blurry.

He seemed sketchy.. I don't know why a brought myself to think that..

He put his hands on my shoulders, dusting my hair off them first. "You have beautiful hair~" he said, "now.. what's wrong?~" He asked, I just shook my head. "It doesn't matter.. plus you wouldn't know.. you don't even know me.." I say, still slightly sobbing.

"I'm gyokko, you are?~"