•It'll Be Okay• GENMUI

chapter 30

Mui pov

Tears filled in my eyes as I nodded.. Repeatedly..

He.. He loves me.. Aahh...

"Y-Yes... I.. I-I love you genya..." I nodded, the years falling out my eyes and sliding down my cheeks, he smiled and held my hands...

I.. I haven't felt so happy in so long....

I never felt the urge to.. Smile.. I never felt that.. The smile just- appeared..

I hadn't felt genuinely happy in so long and now it's just.. Happening, I'm smiling.. I'm giggling.. I'm crying.. But they're happy tears...

He... He actually loves me...? I never thought anyone would.. I.. I thought I'd be alone...

All that stress I've caused him... And he loves me...? Be doesn't think I'm.. Ugly...?

God.. Thank you genya...

He smiled and pulled me into a big hug... He was.. He was like a big.. Fluffy teddy bear... A warm teddy bear...

He started to ruffle my hair as I cried into him.. "A-Ah.. Thank you... T-Thank you genya..." I barely pushed out.. Sobbing into him, he chuckled, "Thank you for wanting to be with me" "W-Why would I not...?" I slightly giggled, he laughed, "Don't know, maybe I'm just not right" "N-No... You are... You're perfect...."

I can't believe someone actually loves me... He doesn't just.. Want me for something.. He.. He genuinely wants me.. To love me...?

He pulled up my chin and looked me in the eyes with a slight smile..

"May I..?" He asked, I tilted my head in confusion before realising.. He..

He wants... To kiss...?

I lightly nodded and he gently pulled my head towards his by my chin... And pulled my into a small kiss, before gently letting go...

He looked away, slightly flustered and I giggled... Still small, salty tears if joy trickling down my face...

"I-I love you... I never thought we'd get together.. I was too scared of being rejected... So I never asked.. A-Aha...." "I was too, I was panicking in my head of what I was meant to say.. I was lost for words... Hah..." He told me, I nodded...

"T-Thank you... S-So much for being in my life, genya.... You've.. You've been there for me every step of the way and I just... I don't know where I'd be if I had never met you..." I chuckled, tears started to run down my face again which he wiped away, "It's okay... I'm just happy to call you mine..."

I giggled..

"When you started to bring up all that stuff.. I knew something was happening.. Hah.. When you asked me to be your boyfriend my heart stopped.. Then fluttered like a butterfly.. Butterflies everywhere.. In my head, my heart... Lungs- stomach... You have no idea how long I've wanted to.. You know.. Be with you.. But was too scared you wouldn't feel the same way or that all I did was scare you..."

"Why would you ever scare me...? You've gone through so much, the things you do are normal... I'm only here to help..."

"I guess.. Just.. A-Ahhh.. Thank you so much.. I.. I love you... So much..." "I know, I love you too, thank you for giving me the green light.. Thank you for giving me someone I can call my boyfriend..."

I just curled even tighter into him.. Curled my arms and legs around him... Hurrying my head into his chest once again and started to sob, "Mui..?" "I-I.. I'm just so happy...."

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I woke up next to genya... He had me in his arms.. Holding me tight, not wanting to let go.. Holding me like my life depended on it...

"Genya...? Gen...?" "Morninggg" he said and pulled me up, placing a kiss on my forehead.. Making me smile....

"Oh.. Hellooo... Ah... I'm still sleepy.." "We have school though, mui, don't we?" "But.. Ahh.." "You need to come to school, come on, you have me" "Hmph.."

He gently patted my head and toyed with my hair... We were just on the couch.... Not in a bed.. Not anywhere where you'd normally sleep.. Just... On the couch...? I don't know why we were.. Genya was playing with my hair and cuddling me.. I guess we both fell asleep....

Maybe..... Maybe life will get better for once..? Maybe genyas what I needed..? Maybe genyas what I needed in my life to get me through it all.... Maybe he's all I needed....?

At least I have him.. I've got him.. He's... He's my boyfriend...

I'm so proud to say that...

Mama.. Dad.. Look..

I got myself a partner... I'm so grown up.. Aren't I...? I remember you two telling me.. That.. You wanted to see yuichiro and mines future weddings.. I.. You'll never see either.. Maybe never see this even if you watch over us.... But... Even though I can't marry genya.. I got a partner..

I'm so grown up.. I've got a partner.. I'm getting a new job... I'm visiting yui.. Helping pay for his bills..? Kinda...? My partner loves me... That's.. Important.. Right? Yeah.. Very.. I've done well.....

Heyyy, sorry for barely updating other books. I've been writing the school au for someone and don't get a break, so yeah, finally finished my shit early today to get this out for you guys- so, I hope you enjoyed