D-Day
Sangyeon POV
"where are you going?", juyeon asked me as he's munching his potato chips. "it's weekend, and why are you dressing up like this? are you... going to work???", he added.i smiled as i shook my head, "its something you won't understand." yea, you single ass, it's something you won't understand.
i'm going to confess my love to yeonju.
i wore my shoes and stepped out of the house with excitement steps as im on my way to yeonju's house.
i was ringing the door for the continuous 5 minutes, getting slowly impatient. 'where's yeonju...? is she out? she hasn't seen my message yet.', i thought to myself as i pressed the doorbell one more time.
"yah!!! why so noisy???", i turned my head to the voice owner's, its her neighbour. i bowed as i asked, "excuse me, may i know if the owner of this house is currently out?"
she nodded, "yeah, they're out. i saw them each carrying luggage this morning." this morning...? are they going to travel? but it isn't even holiday yet???
just then, my phone rang. i fished out my phone to see the dialer, chanhee.
"well, their luggages are big, i suppose they're migrating or going for long trip? i have no idea to where though. young man, just go back home.", she said and left.
i quickly accept the phone call, "hello, chanhee?"
"hyung... younghoon left us to china..."
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"are you okay?"
"do i look like im okay?", i looked at hyunjae with my long gloomy face. he patted my back to confort me, "there there little sangyeon."
i sighed for the 27189493th time, "do you think yeonju will come back? do you think her surgery will go well and successfully? do you think she will remember us again and not forgetting again? what if she forgets me? what if she doesn't love me anymore when she comes back? what ifㅡ"
hyunjae cut me off, "stop."
i looked at him as he continued, "im sure she will be just alright. she will remember us again. don't worry. she will come back to us."
i smiled weakly as i looked up to the sky, please come back yeonju, i need to tell you how much i love you.
chanhee and changmin are both sad too after getting the news from younghoon that they're leaving to china for yeonju's treatment.
chanhee is yeonju's and younghoon's best friend since forever, he hasn't been this sad even once but now he is due to their departure.
i looked at chanhee who scrolled the phone emotionless. i looked at changmin who kept patting ghana, with no smile, nothing.
they knew about the surgery but yet they're not ready to hear that they left for it.
i wonder how long will it take for them to come back. how long will it take for me to see yeonju again. how long...
will it take for me to be her boyfriend?
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Yeonju POV
i was closing my eyes to rest a bit when i heard someone entered the room."doctor, may i know how much is the successful rate?", younghoon asked. "the rate is very low... around 10%, but we will do our best.", the doctor replied.
soon i heard the door closed. and i felt someone is standing beside me. few drops of water dropped on my arm and i heard a sniff, god who is crying here...
"yeonju... don't leave me alone please. i don't wanna be alone in china. i have no one else but you now. i can't even save you from this situation, oh god what kind of guardian am i to you...", younghoon said.
"please don't leave me alone and survive, will you? the surgery will be at midnight, and i think i might be locked at home. i won't be able to see you and give you support so i will say it now. goodluck, yeonju. please survive for me... i beg."
he sniffed once again and i heard footsteps before a door closed sound can be heard.
i slowly open my eyes and looked at the door. i missed my last chance to see younghoon before i... leave. tears pooled in front of my eyes and i blinked, those tears out.
i quickly stopped crying and looked at the time, 3 hours before the surgery. i quickly took out my phone and do things.
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Younghoon POV
12.58 am.it's almost time for yeonju's surgery. and as expected, the father locked me in the house alone.
my phone buzzed and i looked at the notif... yeonju? i opened the message to see a video clip. i pressed it and watched the video, with tears.
"hey younghoon, it's yeonju, your dearest youngest sister." she said it with a smile, a bright but fake smile.
"i wanna say thank you for this 18 years for taking care of me, and everything. even if we are twins and you're older than me by a minute. but you took good care of me as if you're a working adult. it must be hard to take care of me.. right? haha." i shook my head at the question, no... no it's not hard.
guts is telling me that she... heard my conversation with the doctor earlier, and maybe even my words for her... at her ward.
"at this point, you might be thinking about that and yeah, i overheard all of them. i guess, im dying? can't believe my life is ending already..." tears fell down as i started sobbing. she said those with a weak smile, and that breaks me.
"i have some videos sending to you too, help me send these to each of them, if im actually dead... or if i ended up in a coma, or lose all my memories of them." then notifs of her sending clips are popped up on the screen.
she smiled again as she continued her words, "you know what hoon? i want to survive, i don't wanna die yet. i wanna stay this way (by fromis_9) and i would rather forget some memories from time to time than facing death this nearly... im scared hoon... im so scared right now..." she started crying too and i sobbed even louder as we cried together.
"i don't wanna die..."
she quickly wiped her tears and smiled again, "brother, if i ended up surviving but forgetting you, please, let me remind of you. please..."
and the video ended.
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hours later i got a call from mother.
"h-hello...?"
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last episode & epilogue coming soonnnnnn. FINALLY im ending this book 😭

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Fanfiction"i like you." "but i don't like you." and the history repeats itself. started: 9 March 2022 ended: 15 March 2023