Broken Voice( brittana fanfic)

I Want You

(Santana's Pov)

"Hey, you okay" i say looking at a spooked shane and brittany.

"We're going to die. That's it, my life is over" he says and I frown.

"Shut up" brittany says and I see her give me the fakest smile ever.

"Britt....what's going on" I say and she waves it off. I watch as her and shane have this voice conversation and I just give up with trying to find out what it was for now.

"Let's just go home and relax in my dorm for the day" she says and I know she's trying to change the subject but I smile and nod. I watch as she pulls shane over to the side and they have a mini argument on the way to the car.

We get back into our cars, fitting emily in with us and head back to campus. We all do different things from sleeping to games on the walkie talkie to eye spy. It lasts for a good hour before someone quit or would wake up etc.

"So, what classes should I take" emily says through the walkie talkie and everyone starts shouting out random answers.

"Singing"

"Broadway"

"Hip hop"

"Stripping"

"Anger problems"

"Dance"

"Theater"

"Dying"

"Psychos"

"Okay, thank you all for those rude and nice compliments, referring to my skills but I want to hear what san has to say" she says and they all look at me. I try to act like I don't see them but kurt kicks my seat.

"I think you should just be honest with yourself and do what your heart wants" i say and see everyone say yeah and nod.

"What if I want brittany" she says smirking like an idiot. I look at brittany and see her staring ahead but is listening also.

"Then your heart is full of shit if you think I'm going to let that happen. your too young and Britts to old" I say and see everyone looking at me like 'whose the one full of shit now'

"You sure that's the only reason" I hear in the walkie and see everyone looking. I do like brittany, there's no doubt but I never directly admitted it to her yet and don't plan on it.

"Yes, your 16 and brittany is 19" I say and here everybody in the car and walkie talkie murmur. I look at a disappointed brittany and Im confused on if she wanted me to say something else. I just don't want to look like an idiot. Yes, brittany is bi, but that doesn't mean that she likes me. So until I know, I'm going to keep my mouth shut about the whole situation. The rest of the ride is super quiet and I know for a fact Im in trouble by everyone.

"Here we are, Juilliard" puck yells as we get out.

"There's no place like home"i say quietly.

(Brittany's Pov)

I'm pissed, no angry, no outraged. Why doesn't Santana just admit she likes me. When she used that lame ass excuse in the car, I got upset. She only came back because she was jealous of the thought of me and Emily together. By the way that was all a dream Santana had, it never did or will happen.

"Britt, you passed your room" Santana says and I ignore her.

"Britt, what's wrong" she asks and I ignore her again. I go to the secret stash and grab a bottle of jack, along with a couple other liquids like vodka and Hennessy and rum.

"Who wants to play"i say and see everyone cheer and shout.

"It's too early" Santana says and I laugh.

"It's 7:00 San. Oh wait, your not allowed to drink so why does it matter" I say and see her frown but I ignore it.

"I say we go to the club have us a little fun" Puck says and we shout and cheer.

(30 minutes later)

We get to the club and close it down for the night for us. I turn on the music and go up to the booth to turn everything on. I look to see Santana looking upset but I ignore it. We play around and dance and drink throughout the night. I dance with everyone except for......Santana but i  wonder where she is. I'm pretty drunk right now but I want to know where Santana is. i peek into her upstairs office and see her laying back in the chair looking at something.

"Knock, knock" I say and see her spot me.

"Why are you in here, when you can party with us" I say and start walking towards her.

"Where's your clothes" she asks curiously.

"I don't know" I say serious.

"This is my song, come dance with me" I say as see her say no. I watch as she starts to do some paper work and completely ignore me. here I am almost naked and vulnerable and she doesn't do anything for me.

"Fine, then I'll dance......by myself" I say and start dancing where I stand in front of her desk. I sway my hips slowly and carefully and watch her every move, Im going to get her to admit that she likes me, if its the last thing I do.

(Santana's Pov)

I watch as she away her hips to the song motivation by Kelly Roland and Im trying my hardest not to make it noticeable that I like her. I start doing more paper work when I see brittany out of the corner of my eye, moving closer. Before I can get up, she jumps on my lap and I bite my lip because of my stitches.

"What are you doing" I say in a sing song voice.

"Giving you a lap dance" she says that I can smell the liquor.

"Your drunk aren't you" I say and see her laugh.

"Maybe" she says and starts to grind on me while kissing my neck.

"Britt, seriously.....what are you doing" I say barley audible and she laughs.

"I want you Santana"