Thoughts about the Love I've Felt

O.C

WHY DID YOU RUIN ME, WHY DID YOU STAIN ME, WHY DID YOU TAINT ME, WHY DID YOU DESTROY ME, WHY DIDNT YOU VALUE ME, WHY DIDNT YOU CARE, WHY WERENT YOU GENTLE, WHY WERE YOU SO FORCEFUL, WHY DIDNT YOU ASK PERMISSION, WHY DIDNT YOU STOP, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY, WHY DID YOU HURT ME, DID YOU ALWAYS PLAN ON HURTING ME, DID YOU PLAN ON DESTROYING ME, DID YOU PLAN ON TEARING ME APART, NOW IM CRUMBLED, NOW IM TORE, RIGHT OPEN, MY INSIDES SPILLING, MY HEART TORN, DID YOU PLAN THIS, DID YOU DO THIS ON PURPOSE, WHY DIDNT YOU NOTICED THE SMALL THINGS ABOUT ME, MY MOLES, MY DIMPLES, MY LAUGH, MY EYELASHES, MY GENTLENESS, DID NONE OF IT MATTER, HOW DARE YOU, HOW DARE YOU RUIN ME IN ORDER TO GAIN FOR YOURSELF, HOW DARE YOU BE OKAY NOW WHILE I STAY IN A CONSTANT STATE OF TERROR, HOW DARE YOU LOVE AGAIN WHILE MY VIEW OF LOVE WILL FOREVER BE TAINTED, HOW DARE YOU LIE TO ME, HOW DARE YOU CRY TO ME, HOW DARE YOU MANIPULATE ME, I GAVE YOU LOVE, I GAVE YOU KINDNESS, I GAVE YOU CARE, I GAVE YOU SYMPATHY, I GAVE YOU EMPATHY, I GAVE YOU SHELTER, I GAVE YOU WARMTH, I GAVE YOU JOY, BUT YOU TAKE IT ALL FOR GRANTED, HOW DARE YOU, HOW DARE YOU CHEAT, HOW DARE YOU LIE, HOW DARE YOU CRY TO ME, HOW DARE YOU, HOW DARE YOU, HOW DARE YOU, WHERE DID YOU GAIN THE AUDACITY, WHERE DID YOU GAIN THE SELFISHNESS, WHEN DID YOU CHANGE, WHEN DID YOU STOP LOVING ME, DID YOU EVER, HOW DARE YOU HOLD ME AFTER HOLDING ANOTHER, HOW DARE YOU LIE TO ME AFTER EVERYTHING, I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING, I GAVE YOU ME, I SHARED, I CARED, I LOVED, BUT YOU TORE ME APART, NOW IM IN PIECES FOREVER, FOREVER CRUMBLED, FOREVER TRAUMATIZED, FOREVER DAMAGED, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR HAIR, I HATE YOUR ACCENT, I HATE YOUR DIMPLES, I HATE YOUR HAIRY CHEST, I HATE YOUR BUSHY EYEBROWS, I HATE YOUR CLOTHING, I HATE YOUR POSTS, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR STAIN, I HATE YOUR JOKES, I HATE YOUR FAMILY, I HATE YOUR TOWN, I HATE YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD, I HATE BRUNETTES, I HATE SCORPIOS, I HATE MYSELF, YOU MADE ME HATE MYSELF. YOU STOLE EVERYTHING FROM ME, EVERYTHING.