{ Destruction }

~ Desperation ~

He opened his eyes expecting to see the bright morning sun shining in his face but saw nothing but darkness.

Rolling over he checked his phone and saw that the time was 4:35, fuck this time was one he didn't want to remember.

Waking up every morning at around this time to make sure of one thing and one thing only, he'd never be taken advantage of.

It certainly did work he was too strong for his own good, muscles swarmed his entire body acting as armour making sure no one would be able to take him down.

A man with no weaknesses but one, her.
She tossed and turned in bed with a pained expression on her face making him sit up.

She was squirming around groaning and somewhat sobbing hitting the sheets of the bed, he cupped her face in his hands making her wake up from the nightmare.

She was panting and sat up quickly, he pulled her into his chest embracing her in his arms while rubbing her back, she was still breathing heavily but if he hadn't been there she was sure she'd have a panic attack.

"Shhh it's okay." He comforted her his words like honey and his hands like feathers rubbing down her back gently.

She pulled away and started slightly laughing looking up at him with her eyebrows furrowed,
"Shit you're really are starting to act like my boyfriend."

"Well maybe that's what I want." He cupped her face in his hand rubbing her cheek gently with his thumb, his eyes landed on hers.

She let out a chuckle and shook her head, she was wide awake now but couldn't believe a word he was saying.

"Oh but I do, I so desperately want to know every inch of you, every last bit, I want to know what scares you what you fear and what saddens you I want everything."

"No you don't." She shook her head keeping her head down trying to stop herself from having any emotional outbreaks, his words were so sweet and sounded so genuine.

His pleading eyes looking into hers it was all too much she hated to admit it but she had fallen, fallen so badly and collapsed with it.

He was all she had ever dreamed of and now that she had gotten him it seemed too good to be true, what was the catch she dates him and she becomes his partner in crime?

What would a man like him want from her.

"I'll be so good to you Alisa Sakharova."
The way he said her name made butterflies form in her stomach.

"I want you, I've always wanted you. I love you."
Then that was it, his lips came crashing onto hers in a soft gentle yet such a loving kiss.

He tasted so good even though it was early morning and he had drank so much the night before.

His arms snaked behind her back and under her shirt making her let out a shaky breath feeling his warm hands on her back.

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Fuck she was so beautiful if I could, I'd take her far away from everything and keep her all to myself no one else deserved to even lay their eyes on her.

Her soft lips on mine and her skin trembling at my touch, I have never desired something so much in my life.

I quickly ripped off my shirt throwing it down on the ground making her eyes widen as she looked down at my toned abs unable to take her eyes off them.

I took her hand in mine and ran her hand down my abs making her gulp nervously, she looked up and met my eyes.

I gently pushed her back on the bed sliding her pyjama  bottoms off leaving her in her black underwear, the room was dark but the light coming from the window was all I needed.

Before I could even tug on her shirt I felt her hand on my arm stopping me as I looked at her with confusion and concern.

"No. You have to earn it." She looked at me with such seductive mesmerising eyes that I couldn't help but gulp.

Oh how much I just wanted to completely ruin her, to make her beg for me and grab onto me with those hands of hers as I make her feel things she'll never feel with anyone else.

But no I chuckled and smashed my lips onto her while gently embracing her in my arms as we got into a spooning position.

"You make me crazy." I whispered in her ear as she let out a soft giggle and eventually we fell asleep holding onto eachother our bodies pressed together.

Id do anything for her.