Esper wasn't really a mystery, she learned all flags of the world , saw all episodes of one piece and is kinda of obsessed with chaeryeong from itzy .
The first time esper learned a new flag was when her friend spirit showed her the flag of algeria , she found that every shape in the flag stand for something and every color had it meaning: Red stands for the blood of heros who risked their life for the country , green stands for the nature and white is peace . As for the moon and star it was a sign of the religion of islam in the country similarly to algeria's flag esper memeorised all of the meanings of the flags and even had a collection of old flags of the countries .
Esper's dream wasnt much complicated however she simply wanted to be a geography or history teacher , but one thing that esper didnt see herself becoming was a model .
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Spirit : what do you mean you met chaeryeong??? And her manager noticed you and wanted you to become a model ???
Aiden : wow this is like one of these wattpad yn stories
Red : Spirit i wish we could meet edward and he would tell us to participate in his only fans content!!!
R:🎶 i can't do this anymore🎶
Ayesha : damn esper is the only doing something relevant with her life-
Red & spirit:????
Ayesha : ghost writing dont count
Red : say that to the dollars in my pockets !
Esper : anyway i am so worried ,what if i dont meet the beauty standards of the industry ?
Honest : Esper you are perfect to me!!
Spirit : now who invited you , GET OUT OF MY ROOM!
spirit : Esper i am sure you will do just great plus i met models face to face , let's just say Photoshop did it thing .
Ayesha : Spirit is right for once , you will do well don't worry .
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Esper was the perfect example of cute and pretty, she was asked out by many guys but rejected them because she knew they wouldn't handle her obsession with flags . So when she went for the first Photoshop the photographer couldn't stop looking at her even after they finished (creep) , the next day at school her face was on every popular girl's mind which made them bully her physically and ruined her face for 2 days .
You think this would be the end of it? Wrong after healing esper got more modelling deals and the more money she made the more bullying there was,
Erika : what did they see in you ! You are so ugly
Julia: they probably felt petty for her
Emma : oh it must be one of these body positivity moves where they bring people to be more inclusive .
And also the rumours,
Student ×: i can't believe she dated her own manager that's messed up
Student z: ohhh so thats why that journalist kept looking at her tights
Student y: makes sense because there is no way she got all that money from few photoshoots , sugar daddy it is!
And with time the negative feedback started to hit esper hard, when esper heard some people calling her fat ( which is totally okay to be i am one myself ) she wouldn't eat for 3 days , when people said her eyes were too small she started to look up for plastic surgery although she didnt do it after reading an article of failed surgeries.
When she heard her lips were too small she tried to cause an allegry reaction on her mouth .
People would do anything to discredit women , esper knew she worked hard for it so there was no reason to be worried , right?
I mean yeah some times it made the director asking her for a confirmation of the rumours or the denial of it , and yes it made some guys give her even more weird looks then they used to and it did made her loose some deals because of people not trusting her to be left with men alone . And it also made men ask her for advances, which made esper so tired that she decided to share news to her friends .
Esper : i dont want to model anymore!
Ayesha : just because of some rumours , you shouldn't let them win like that !
Spirit: right i have a rumour about fucking everyone in the football team and i am literally virgin .
R: spirit is a virgin ?
Ayesha : if spirit is a virgin then i have no problem believing Cupcakke is virgin!
Red: she actually is as we-
Esper : ENOUGH !
Esper : you guys are so selfish this is not just what's bothering me i have creeps all around me in work and yall think a rumour is just what's making me uncomfortable in modelling!
Esper ended the call and put her phone down , while crying . When she heard knocking,
Ruby: esper honey are you okay???
Esper: Go away mom!
Ruby : baby it's me you can trust me , open the door and tell me whats wrong
Esper told her mom what happened.
Ruby: are you sure you dont want to raise a lawsuit against them for misinformation?
Esper :No mom i just want to stop
Ruby: that's okay sweetie do whatever makes you happy , i am so sorry i let you be in this rotten industry .
Esper : thank you mom
Ruby: now get down to eat i made your favourite food and wear socks dont want you to get sick!
Esper : okay mom i am coming
Should esper come back to modelling ?
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The Spirit POV
Ficción Generalthe whole story about spirit from "prettypinks school" and "dream come true" that showcase her life from her downturns and her up moments and how she became who she is .
