Ayesha as a whole is more complicated then the accounting problems your teachers give you at exams , firstly she isnt a very open person which means it is hard to distinguish between what she likes and what she hates ( most of the time) so now we will introduce you her secrets her hobbies and what she hates the most from spirit's pov of course.
Growing a family of 8 kids ayesha as the middle child learnt to be silent , she didnt seek the spotlight so it wasnt really something she forced herself into . Our girl learned to listen to the elders and help the youngests , her young sibilings : blue , maeng and azu were always getting the most attention while her oldest siblings : mazi, louie , Ryan and sreé had authority all over the place .
So when she had a trauma for the first time she didnt open to any of them and didnt tell she even had one .
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*flashback*
Ayesha : Omg i am so happy i am finally going to visit Argentina!!
Red: you are so lucky my parents think i dont deserve to go on one because i am a failure
Aiden: Normal asian parent behavior
R: right i wish i could visit Argentina , wait didnt spirit-
Everyone stopped and looked at spirit .
Spirit: dont remind me please .
Ayesha : I cant believe you hit the airport security for doing their job .
Spirit: again no need to bring that back .
R: anyway , ayesha are you going with your family?
Ayesha : no i am going alone .
2 days later ayesha went to the airport , during the check up she felt so stressed she assumed it's because she didn't start revising for exams and instead is leaving the country which made total sense knowing that ayesha didnt do well in tests this semesters and have a lot to catch up to .
When she made it to the plane a feeling made her look at each one of the other passengers , another thing that ayesha noticed and memorized well beside the faces of the passengers was that her seat was close to the exit door .
Ayesha seated herself and put on some blackpink , few minutes later the plane took off . Many songs later and right at how you like that and exactly at when the lyrics ' Look up in the sky, it's a bird, it's a plane' the plane started shaking everyone started panicking while the flight attendant tried to calm the passangers and ayesha physically was calm but inside was panicking . It wasnt obvious to people on the plane right now but ayesha was reviewing all her life moments , from her regrets to the best moments in her life and her family and group of friends , and just like that.
The plane crashed .
It was a horrifying day for everyone related to the people on the plane , everyone on the plane died ; everyone on the plane died expect ayesha.
By some miracle ayesha survived , when ayesha looked at the incident she found over 125 dead body , and from that day on ayesha didnt take a plane anymore she wouldnt even watch a documentary or movie about it .
Mazi: ayesha we need to talk about it !
Ayesha : there is nothing to talk about mazi .
Mazi: you keep getting scared everytime you see an airplane , you are now afraid of hights and you shake when you hear loud noises . You also didnt travel for years since the incident and i am very worried ayesha .
Ayesha: stop talking about it i dont want to remember it
Mazi: but we need to talk i understand that it is something very scary and that no one should go through it , but if you dont open up you will never heal from it .
Ayesha : NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, they were families !! There were people with similar age god , there were babies and kids as well!
Ayesha : Do you know how much blood was covering them ? Do you know how much of them were covering their kids ??? No YOU DONT !
Mazi: I get it okay! I dont understand i didnt go through that , hell no i never even saw a dead person before ! But i do get one thing i am your sister and it's my responsibility to care about you and i should've never even left you take the plane alone ! But now it's too late to take it back so you are going to see a therapist and will join yoga classes and that's final!
Ayesha : i hate you !
Mazi: go ahead hate me as much as you want but i dont care as long as you end up feeling better , you dont even have to take a plane again since it's not necessary .
Ayesha started to cry and mazi patted her back putting her between her arms and hugging her , it took way too much time for the crying to stop but when it did you probably would've felt that ayesha was feeling so much better already .
Ayesha : i am so sorry-
Ayesha : i am so sorry , i didnt mean to yell at you-
Ayesha : i am sorry
Ayesha : i am sorry-
Mazi: hey , it okay. You dont have to appologize what you said was understandable
Ayesha: well maybe i need that therapy after all ... i am so embarrassed
Mazi: Dont be , a lot of people go to therapy it dosent mean you are embarsssing, actually it means you are a hero as you are working on youself to feel better and be happier .
Mazi hugged ayesha one more time and said :" i am so proud of you ayesha "
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Fiction généralethe whole story about spirit from "prettypinks school" and "dream come true" that showcase her life from her downturns and her up moments and how she became who she is .
