stiles in new york

pilot

Stile's pov

When I woke up this morning I didn't think my life could become any worse after the nogitsune was defeated

But here I am standing in front of my mirror looking at my face, my eyes are dead and I look like I just crawled out of my grave

I cup my hands and turn on the sink, I splash the cold water onto my face to make me feel less.... Dead

I walked down stairs to my dad sitting at the table eating pancakes

"hey dad"

"hey son"

I sit down besides him and look at my plate I decided to not eat, I don't know why but I just did

"stiles?"

"yeah"

"you know you don't have to go to school right"

"I know"

"I mean it was just yesterday that you survived and you already want to go back"

"well beacon hills is a crazy town I guess"

"st-"

"dad I'm fine"

With that I ran upstairs, wel with ran I mean I walked at a slow pace because I'm really facking sick

My head is facking pounding like I've been drinking for a week straight, I've got the cold sweats

I'm shaking and I feel like I could throw up any second

Not going to lie I don't want to go to school, but I want everything back to normal

Allison isn't dead but I still feel the guilt of one of my oni's stabbing her

She's still in the hospital but she's allowed to leave in 3 days, I was about to pack my backs when this strange feeling came into my head

I look around me and I look at my window it's open without a second thought derek jumped trough it and landed smoothly in my room

"your not going"

"you don't make my decisions"

"stiles I can smell it, your scared and sick, I can hear your teeth cracking against eachother from shivering"

"I'm fine"

"are you, because you don't look fine"

"I am, just go! "

"okey, but If I sense anything worse Ill be back"

"great"

I said with a tone of anger, he jumped back out of my window

How could I be so mad at someone so hot, don't get me wrong I've been questioning myself about my sexuality

But I know for sure that that man could do anything to me, well it's never going to happen he just isn't gay

I packed everything when another strange feeling overwhelmed me, but it was different this time

It was more of a dizzy feeling and everything started spinning until it all stopped

And all I could see was black
All I could feel was cold
All I could smell was cologne
All I could hear was Derek....