[𝐍𝐂𝐓]

[6]

「-𝚂𝚎𝚘 𝙹𝚘𝚑𝚗𝚗𝚢
𝟮𝟮.𝟬𝟲.𝟮𝟭」

You were looking at your phone, waiting for an answer from johnny to your message from yesterday.

You had called him earlier but he wasn't answering, so you were worried about him. Several days before he had apologized for having to do what he had to do without you even knowing why.

You heard a faint "ding" which surely meant he had answered and it was true. You unlocked your cell phone to see this message:

"Sorry for not having told you rather Y/N,
I'm leaving for Korea today I'm boarding in half an hour. I'm going there to work, I was accepted by SM. I've been happy to be friends with you and I hope you find someone better than me.
Goodbye."

No, this couldn't be true. It was probably a bad joke on his part but he wouldn't have said in advance that he was sorry in such cases.

You stop thinking and put on your coat and your shoes before leaving your house running, knowing that he will not answer your messages.

Despite the downpour you would run to the airport where he was supposed to be. Little by little the tears made their way down your cheeks, mixing with the rain making you look like someone even more destroyed than you already were.

You were running, your legs hurting you horribly but you had to get to the airport as soon as possible even knowing that it was too far for thirty minutes you continued to run with always the hope of seeing him again, him, who had shared so many memories with you.

You walked in a puddle, almost slipping on the sidewalks but nothing could stop you from running for him, nothing in the world could stop your run.

You arrived earlier than expected in front of the airport, you only had 5 minutes left before he left and you were out of breath. The automatic metal doors opened and you entered the airport, drenched, all you needed to know was where Johnny was.

You inquired and after finishing you resumed your race with shortness of breath but you had to see him just to say goodbye.

You could have insulted him with all the names, him, who had refused to tell you, him, who had waited until the last second and who had almost destroyed you, but no, you wanted to at least say goodbye to him.

And when you saw his hair sticking out of other people you sprinted, bumping into a few people as you passed but at the time you didn't care.

But it was too late, johnny was already near the gates to board, bag in hand. You shouted his name from where you were and ol turned to you. You could catch a faint smile from him before he definitely disappeared.

It was over, you weren't going to see him again and this idea destroyed you. You felt your heart ache and the onset of a headache.

Your tears started to flow again, cursing you for letting him go but also cursing him for letting you go like that.

Hand on your heart you turned around and then went home, completely broken and disoriented. Your legs no longer even supported your weight that you fell to the ground from time to time but you somehow ended up going back home.

With the certainty that you will never see him again.

「END」

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