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- Kelly's POV-

When I got into the cab I looked back at Nikki looking at me. I couldn't tell if he was mad or sad it was like he was both. I mean I was too, but more sad than mad.

In the cab the guy asked me where too, I said the place that Nicole was staying. Even though I haven't had a real conversation with her, she's been busy with Vince and I have been with Nikki so we just got busy with relationships than our friendship. I hope she doesn't mind I'm coming over.

The cab finally got to Nicole's place, I haven't realize, but my makeup is all ruined I notice in her building windows. I was looking at myself what happened tonight my hair wasn't that bad, but I looked like I got hit by a car.

I finally got myself up the stairs now I'm knocking on her door. Then someone opens the door.

"Hey- sorry did I ruin something" I say realizing it was Vince. "No it's fine here let me get Nicole" he says looking up and down at me. He then calls for Nicole. "Kelly how are you-" she says but stops when she looks at me. "I'm doing great as you can see" I say sarcastically. "Here come in let's sit on the couch and talk" she says pointing to the couch. I then came in then we both sat on the couch.

"Nicole I'm really sorry for barging in like this" I say sincerely. "No Kelly it's really fine we were just about to go to bed" she says. "Okay so you would want to know what happened" I say. "Yeah take your time" she says. "So I don't know if you know about Nikki and me" I question. "No I do know Vince told me and see the way you look at him too" she says.

I wonder what she meant the way I look at him...

"Okay well we got into a fight about him telling the guys that we slept together then Tommy had friends over they invited me to go out and I did because Nikki left so I left to, but we were at the same place. When I went to the bathroom he was fucking a girl" I finally say.

"Oh wow are you okay?" She asks. "I think so I can't really say" I say confuse. "Well did you make anything official" she says. "No, but did you with Vince" I say. "He's planning to say it at the party today, but yeah we are" she says then I realized it was three am. "Oh that's good for you" I say smiling.

After our talked Vince barged in..."Nikki called and he says he's here like outside" Vince says. "Tell him to leave me alone" I say.

I then heard Nikki say just tell her please give me a chance. I thought about that and then I just said it.

"Okay fine I will talk to him" I say. Vince then tells Nikki that and I guess I'm off down stairs. My head is spinning right. I don't even know what to think. Then I saw him outside alone and the sun was coming up soon.

"You wanted to see me" I say walking outside to him. "Yes I do just please let me talk" Nikki begs. "Okay then talk" I say. "I'm so sorry about what happened with that girl, I should never have done that. It just all happened" he says sincerely. "What we're you thinking" I question. "Huh" he says. "I mean when you were doing it what was your thought process" I say crossing my arms. "I don't know I was pissed it was the heat of the moment" he says looking up.

"Hmm okay so if our relationship will continue then we get into a fight you just go fuck another girl every time" I say getting teary. "Wait your saying this is a relationship between us" he says. "I don't know, but if it is would you" I say tears falling. "No I would never hurt you ever again I promise Kelly" he says getting closer. "How would I know" I say stepping back. "Because I know it, but Kelly you need to know I'm not the nicest guy for you" he says. "I get that, but part of me wants you back and the other part doesn't believe you" I say getting tired. "So what are we going to do. Tomorrow I'm leaving and today is the party" he reminds me.

"I think we should take a break" I say tears falling down. "Wait- fine if that what you want then be it" he says. "Good bye Nikki" I say turning then I felt his hand grab my arm. "You can't just leave" he says holding my hand. "Why not" I say pulling my arm back. "Because I don't want you too" he says getting closer. "I don't either" I admit. "Okay then please don't" he whines. "Okay I won't" I say. "I will call a cab back to the place" he says.

I can't believe this is happening I said I was going now I'm not. Like what the fuck is happening. My mind can't even think right. My heart is saying keep him, but my brain is saying no. Right now I want him even that is bad. I was just sitting on the side of the road thinking and he sat next to me.

"I'm so sorry I put you through this it's my fault" he confesses. "Nik I forgive you" I say not really realizing I said that. "Wait you do, Kelly you don't have to" he says facing me. "I mean it" I say facing him to. "So this means we're together then" he questions. "Yes Nikki I want you to be my boyfriend" I say smiling. "Then yes I will be your boyfriend Kelly" he says smiling.

Finally this nightmare is finally over. He then brings me over to hug me. Then he kisses me on my head. The cab came we both got inside. At this time it was five am now I'm tired. Thank goodness the party is at seven a clock so that means I have time to sleep. We then got to our apartment. The lights were off so that means no one was there. I wonder where was Tommy. At this time I just want Nikki right by my side.

I changed into Nikki's Aerosmith t-shirt, just my underwear then too. He just in his boxers. We both agreed we needed sleep so we went into my room for the first.

"Quick question who's the guy in this photo?" He asks. "My dad" I say. "Oh bad relationship then" he says meaning to the frowning face drawing right by my dad's face on the photo. "Yup he left when I was ten for drugs and alcohol" I say. "Well I never knew my dad and I had a bad relationship with my mom so I get that" he says. "Oh you wanna talk about it?" I ask. "Nope let's just go to bed" he says going into my bed. "Okay then" I say going into bed.

We then said goodnight then fell asleep cuddling each other. Hopefully later will be better....

A/n: I know this chapter is kinda confusing sorry about that, but the next one will be better I promise!!!

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