the one that got away

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My body is here.My heart and mind; constantly with her.

I find absence in my presence I can't find myself.

Im lost somewhere between the clouds and the earth; my lingering presence following her silently.

She is missing from me; And im missing half myself.

My mind is all over the place im trying to gather the scattered pieces but some are missing; some are too far away.

They are out of reach following her; She stole them; She stole them from me unknowingly and now they are lingering in her shadow following her silently;

Keeping her safe for me.
But who is going to keep me safe?

Im missing half of me and its with her.

Im going insane bit by bit; The pieces of me i desperately try to gather keep slipping through my trembling hands and floating in the air; Almost like they are making fun of me.

I desperately try to catch up to them but they are already gone; blowing a bittersweet goodbye kiss at me as they fly to reach her too.

Im missing half myself and the other half started following too.

My body constantly drives me to follow her but i dont know which road to take; which road is going to lead me to her.

Our dreams being our meet up place is simply not enough anymore; Im missing myself and she is missing from me.

I constantly try to grasp the idea of her; To embrace her in my arms but like smoke she is gone within seconds.

It is simply not enough anymore. Even though it hasnt been that long it feels like forever. I tug at my shirt as she tugs at my heartstrings while walking away from me.

So cruel but its not her fault.