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Today 1:38

Sierra
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You there?

You know what?

I kinda felt guilty na I was frustrated the whole day and I kept blaming Miguel Lorenzo about it.

I just... felt so bad? About myself. About what I have said about him, about what I’ve thought about him.

My mind’s been making him an enemy since that night we saw each other again.

He looks happy with the photos. He reposted some on his IG, IG story, and Twitter, and he put a caption about copyright shits (yes, I did look up about him on the internet).

I mean, that’s nice, right?

Within the day rin kasi I received some inquiries and bookings. Of course, HE has so many connections. And the people trust him. After all, it's him.

Maybe, I was just stressed out because of all the events and deadlines. Plus, month end, workloads really suck.

And maybe my real issue was, I just always get the recognition and credit every time sir Cole wasn’t available for them (yes, I admit, I am stressing about this for a long run already).

The Pluma event. The convention. Almost everything?

It was all for sir Cole. He’s the EIC, of course. Parang substitute lang ako kasi hindi siya makakapunta. It's always happening.

Even though I am being dramatic over these, sir Cole deserves all the credit and recognition too.

And I’d always love work and to work, still.

And you were right.

Magkikita at magkikita kami.

In this field?

No matter how big this industry can be, it can be really small too.

So I have to fix my shit, right?

Just forget things and face what's about to welcome me, maybe?

Actually, I'm not kinda feeling guilty pala, I am, indeed, feeling guilty.

But that’s it. I am getting over it. Or at least, trying to.

After all, I don’t want and I'm never wanting to associate any kind of feelings toward him again.

We have an event later, the convention. If we'd cross lines, I’ll try my best to be kind.

I'd be kind.
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