Holiday Getaway

Finding him

Felix

As soon as we made it upstairs to our bedroom Minho shut the door and pressed me up against the wall.

"Wha-" I tried to say.

Minho pressed his lips to mine, I hesitated for a second but if I knew anything from what just happened downstairs, I actually wanted this.

Minho cupped my jaw and rubbed his thumb gently over my cheek. I reached up to hold Minho's wrist and he then slid his fingers into my hair, tugging lightly making my head tipped back. My lips parted and Minho slid his tongue over the bottom of my lip and as I rested my hand on his shoulder, Minho slipped his tongue into my mouth making me let out a small moan.

Minho pressed his body against mine and his other hand made its way to my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. I pulled away slightly gasping for air and Minho placed open mouthed kisses along my jaw making me press my hips into Minho's. 

God my body was like not even mine at the moment it was doing everything by itself, it was like I was on some sort of drug and on a sudden high. Being like this with Minho was definitely different but good, he brings something out in me that I didn't even know existed.

He made me see that I was blind from the beginning.

Minho's mouth on mine, his hands touching me is something I can get used to.

Minho reached my neck sucking the skin hard enough to leave a mark I instantly moaned. I've never wanted someone so much as I do right now. I feel like we should be taking things slow but fuck it you only live once.

"Kiss me." I begged knotting my hands in Minho's hair. Minho slid his hands down to cup my ass. "Jump." Minho said as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

Minho pressed against me, and I could feel him a lot more. Already half hard and it turned me on, and I know Minho can damn well feel my own hard on. Minho pressed his mouth to mine kissing me harder than before, his tongue exploring my mouth and his hands squeezing my hips.

If this wasn't the hottest thing, then I didn't know what was.

Every time I watched a movie or something and this exact scene played whether it was a straight couple or especially gay couple, I always wondered what it would feel like to be in that position.

Now I know.

I always somewhat knew I was attracted to men, and I looked at them differently than girls, but I always put it to the back of my mind. I had flings throughout high school with girls and maybe that's why I never really had a serious relationship not until out of high school. Even then the one girlfriend I thought was the one turned out to be a complete bitch who cheated on me.

I always thought it was me like something was wrong with me and I guess there was. I didn't see it not until now. Maybe she knew and that's why she cheated but why not just straight out tell me, why do people feel the need to cheat?

Chan was the only one who really knew me before I knew me, I guess. He supported me either way even when he hated my ex. I guess that's why he brought me here to help me out of my slump and to help me figure out who I am. He put me and Minho together because we both had past toxic relationships, but where Minho already knew who he was Chan figured he can help me figure out who I am.

Just like that, here I am with Minho being pressed up against a wall and being kissed the shit out. 

I fucking love it.

Minho

Felix arched his back pressing himself into me more and as I sucked one his tongue he pulled at my hair. There wasn't a single thought in my mind right now that wasn't Felix, both of us throughout this whole trip getting to know each other and flirting with each other. Making the other as flustered as possible leading up to this point to this night, the whole truth or dare thing I knew was a set up for me and Felix especially.

As I could feel Felix's hard on and my mouth on his there wasn't a moment that I didn't want him. I want all of him, but before things got too far, I pulled away. Felix opened his eyes and immediately blushed when our eyes met.

Damn he was so fucking beautiful.

Felix was breathing hard as was I but seeing him like this knowing I caused this it's safe to say we both are the hot and bothered mess.

Felix's freckles were on full display from the moonlight shining in through the window with the only other light source coming from the small lamp on the other side of the room. So, fucking beautiful.

"I think it's safe to say you like boys." I teased. "Shut the fuck up." Felix mumbled as he buried his face in my neck.

I put Felix back down and he looked up at me. "What now?" He asked quietly. "I have a feeling we will be doing more than just making out before this trip is done with." I pressed a small kiss to his lips.

As I said that there was a definite blush on his cheeks, but I know better than to push him too far. This is all still new to him, and I will take it as slow as he wants.

"Min, can we um... cuddle?" Felix asked all shy and cute. "Of course, kitten." I smiled.

I walked over to the bed feeling Felix's eyes on me the whole time and climbed in. Felix climbed in and curled up against my side tucking his head into my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around him pulling him closer breathing him in.

There is no going back now.

I hope to fuel Felix's feelings and making him find himself.