Love is not a Sin

Chapter 11 - An unfortunate Monday morning...

Hellooooooooo!

I'm sooo sorry for letting you wait that long for this new chapter. I hope I'll be able to update now in a regularly schedule ^.^

Warnings:

- mention of sex and sexual themes
- a bit kinky
- explicit language
- mention of crime
- mention of bodily fluids
- graphic description of a murdered corpse

I hope you'll like this chapter (but maybe not like the one before ;) ) 
If so, don't forget to like / comment please ❤Now, here's chapter 11!

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Your POV

Will had closed his eyes with relish and his large hands were gently circling your back. You couldn't hear anything except the rain outside, the gentle slosh of the bathwater and your regular breathing.
A soft sigh escaped your throat and—though you didn't think you could get any closer—you pressed your cheek tightly against his chest, causing a low, contented grunt from him.

"This must be paradise... I've never felt so relaxed..." you murmured, and everything seemed far away. The shock of the madman chasing you... your long confession, which Will grasped so wonderfully... How he said he loved you... !

Your eyes widened in shock and you got up with a jerk so that you could look at him. The bathwater slopped up alarmingly close to the edge of the tub!
"Will! We haven't talked about the L-word yet... You... downstairs in the living room..." you began as Will lifted his head and smiled at you.

"Yes, that's right. I asked why I would want to change you when I love you the way you are." He smiled widely, without a trace of inhibition or embarrassment.

You felt your cheeks getting hot and only with effort did you resist the urge to hide your face against his bare chest.
"But... Will..."

"Shh... It's fine, love." He gently cupped your face in his hands and locked your lips with his. Only very briefly, only very gently, before he pulled away and looked deep into your eyes with his blue-green ones.

"You don't have to say anything you don't feel. Or if you're not ready yet. But I... unfortunately I always wear my heart very lightly on my sleeve. And seldom has it been as easy as saying I've fallen in love with you, [Y/N]."

You're melting away deep inside. He was so incredibly kind and sweet! Your face seemed to be answer enough for him, because he beamed and finally hugged you tightly, as if he never wanted to let you go again. And if there wasn't another life out there, jobs and all, you'd be the first to give yourself that hug forever.

You stayed so tightly entwined for a while until Will finally got up carefully, showered you and him and got out of the tub first. Then he lifted you out as well and put you on a fluffy bath rug. Before you could even look around for a towel, Will spread a large soft towel over your shoulders and wrapped you in it.
"Are you feeling alright, [Y/N]?" he murmured softly in your ear as he rubbed you dry.

"More than that. I've never been so spoiled in my life."

Will paused and looked at you in dismay. "But... this is the minimum... After everything you've been through today... and what we've done before... Didn't anyone ever take care of you after sex and roleplay?"

Shame spread across your face and this time even to your cleavage.
"Well... you know... I only had 2, 3 boys before I met Felix... And since... since that night... You were the first man I've been intimate with since..."
Your eyes had wandered to the floor, but when Will didn't answer and didn't dry you off any further, you risked a look at him.