Vada's house

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The car ride here was quiet. Me and Vada still crying a bit and her parents didn't know what to do. When we got to her place Vada immediately ran up to her room and her parents showed me the guest room where I'd be staying. I thanked them and then realized that I don't have any of my stuff nor my car to get it so I went to Vada's room.

I heard her sobbing softly through the door and I knocked on the door quietly.

No answer. I just walked in hoping she wouldn't be mad.

''Hey pretty girl...''

She sat up and looked at me with puffy eyes and a forced smile.

''Hey....you okay?''

She asked while wiping some tears away.

''Well....I don't have any stuff here or my car.''

She put the pieced together and slapper herself on her forehead. I walked up to her and stopped her from doing it again.

''Its okay, I live close here and I'll get my car some other time.''

She nodded slightly still feeling dumb.

''I'm gonna go to my place right now to get some necessaries.''

''Wait.'' She grabbed my hand to stop me. ''Are you sure you wanna go to your place right now?''

I nodded slightly.

''Yeah, I'll just avoid my dad...''

She let go of my hand.

''Just be careful...please''

I smiled and nodded and headed out of their house to go to mine.

It was about a 15 minute walk to my place and I was mentally preparing myself to see my dad. I opened the door quietly hoping he didn't hear. I was wrong. He sat on a chair in front of the door waiting for me. I cursed to myself and walked in.

''Heard about the shooting.''

I stayed quiet looking everywhere but at him.

!!!TW: Screaming and abuse !!!

''HEY! LOOK AT ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU!''

I looked at him with fear in my eyes.

He started to chuckle

''I really hoped you were one of the ones that got shot. Guess not.''

This took me by surprise.

''....What..''

''You heard me you fag''

He took off his belt.

''...Please...don't...'' I begged him

He didn't listen. He started to hit me with it. When he wasn't satisfied he took off my shirt to make it hurt even more. He then dropped the belt and gave me a punch to the face.

''That's what you deserve. Next time there's a shooting, make sure you get hit.''

I had tears in my eyes and couldn't move. I knew he hated me but this much...He walked to the kitchen to get some alcohol and passed out on the couch as soon as he sat down.

I walked over to my room quietly and grabbed a bag with clothes. I also grabbed my bathroom stuff and my guitar. I then grabbed my mother's necklace that she gave to me before she died and I headed out the window not wanting to see my dad again.

When I got back to Vada's she, her parents and her sister were sat at the table. They looked at me in shock when they saw me. Vada ran up to me and inspected my black eye and broken nose before she took notice of the bleeding coming from my back. She looked at me with pity in her eyes and I hated it.

''Dad was home...''

''Fucking hell Alex....Let's get you cleaned up.''

She said as she took my hand and let me to the bathroom. I left all of my stuff downstairs. She sat me down on the bathtub and motioned for me to take my shirt off. I tried to take it off but the cuts on my back hurt too much for me to raise my arms correctly. She took notice of it and helped me take it off. She grabbed some rubbing alcohol and a cloth.

''This is gonna hurt...''

I nodded slightly preparing myself for the pain I was about to receive.

She put the alcohol on the cloth and applied it to my back first. winced at the pain at first but I got used to it quickly. She went over all the cuts on my back. She then looked at the cut above my eye that got there cause of my dad's ring. She put the cloth on there as well.

She then proceeded to clean my nose and put some weird cream on my eye before giving me back my shirt.

''Thanks.''

She nodded and hugged me softly afraid to hurt me. I hugged her back a bit tighter.

We headed back downstairs to eat something but neither of us had any apatite. Her parents didn't push us to eat and just let it slide. We went to our rooms after everyone but us had finished their food and I went to unpack my bag. I put on some clean clothes before grabbing my guitar.

I started to play a song I wrote.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qNKR8H5Nuw

(its a song from yungblud but hey lets say alex wrote it)

I started strumming the chords and some tears already appeared in my eyes.

Pain is a language I can read. So I rather remain illiterate tonight so I can sleep.

I started to sing.

I know it'll come out eventually

Can you show signs of weakness asymptomatically?

All I want is a cigarette

Until I realize I've got none left

I always wonder

What it would be like

If I could die for a night

Would anyone mind it?

Would everyone like it

If I could die for a night?

I don't know what I'm talking about

I don't know what I'm talking about

I don't know what I'm talking about

I don't know what I'm talking about

I don't know what I'm talking about

I don't know what I'm talking about

When I finished I put my guitar down and went to lay on my back in bed. I stared at the ceiling for about 10 minutes before I felt my eyes get heavy and fell asleep.

A/N: heyyyy sorry for the late update but school has been a pain in my ass. I hope yall liked this chapter. Sorry that its so dark XD. If you have any ideas or comments pls lmk. Love yall byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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