dear a̶o̶y̶a̶g̶i̶ ̶t̶o̶y̶a̶ shinonome akito,
i once thought that
i would never love.
that i would never look at someone
in a certain way.
i continued to feel this way,
until i met you.
───
unreal.
that's how life feels.
nothing outside of my bedroom is real.
illusions.
that's what it all is.
im a freak.
i dont know how
i managed to have two boys fall in love with me
and how i managed to date one of them.
these thoughts circle around my head
until my vision goes blurry
and everything goes black.
i'd wake up in an episode
of me not recognizing myself
not recognizing my room
not recognizing reality.
thats why my boyfriend lives with me
to escape from his abusive father
and to help me
my helpless self
i'd usually wake up next to him in an episode,
today i was lucky enough not to.
i woke up next to a beautiful sight,
my boyfriend's resting face
buried into my chest.
his arms wrapped around my waist.
i managed to move my arm
up to his head.
i started to feel his soft hair,
playing with it.
my phone starts buzzing
i grab it from the bedside table,
seeing it's from akito.
Aki <3
we still on for today?
sure
ok cuz i told an n kohane that we were going
thats fine
i put my phone down
once again, feeling my boyfriend's hair
drowsing off.
my eyes getting heavier by the second
until i cant lift them anymore.
YOU ARE READING
GROAN , sa
Fanfiction‧˚₊•┈┈┈┈୨୧┈┈┈┈•‧₊˚⊹ but i pinky promise you, i'm grown ! shinonome akito x fem. reader sort of based on the song 'groan' by dazey and the scouts!
