𝐒𝐨 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝 | 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐝

007 | 3 weeks Later

It had been a long 3 weeks since I started treatment and I've been stuck in hospital, I've been getting infection after infection but I've had plenty of visitors, Amelia has been spending almost all of her free time with me and if I was honest I've fallen for her, I mean really fallen for her but I couldn't tell her, she'd probably reject me and then stop spending time with me and I don't want that. Today I had a list of visitors coming to see me, it was starting with Derek, Mer' Zola and Bailey. Then Dr Bailey was going to check in on me, then Alex is spending his break with me, then Arizona said she'd bring Grace to come see me since she had been asking to see me. Then I'm definitely having a nap because I'll definitely be knackered. Then it will probably be lunch so Amelia would probably come see me then, I don't even know when she's free today but anyway in the afternoon I've got Grace's social worker coming to see me as I requested her to come. Then Mer' will probably be here again for a little bit after her shift Amelia Will probably be back like she's been doing after every shift.

"Amelia said she'll come in to see you on her break" Meredith said as she entered my room with Zola and Bailey. A smile appeared on my face as Amelia's name was mentioned and I think Meredith and Derek picked up on that.

"She does know she doesn't have to see me, I feel bad. She's been spending like all of her time with me, she's only been going back to yours to shower and if I demand she does" I exclaimed as Zola hugged me. I wrapped my arms around my niece as I hugged her, it felt kind of normal to get to have them here.

"She knows, but between us... I think my sister has feelings for you" Derek smiled to me as I looked over to him and shook my head.

"I highly doubt that" I said looking away from my brother-in-law.

"Belle' I know your scared to get close to anyone right now because you don't want to hurt them if you don't fight this but you are going to fight this, your going to fight and we are all going to help you fight" Meredith said as she sat in the chair beside me. I felt terrible for my niece and nephew having to see me like this and I was terrified as I gradually get sicker that they would be scared, that it would effect them growing up and I didn't want that, not one little bit.

"I know how hard it is for me right now, the urges of breaking out of the hospital and going to score. I'm not going to lie; every single day for the last three weeks I've thought about it. If I get close to Amelia" I paused looking down biting my lip

"If I get close to Amelia and I don't make it or it gets too hard for her, what if she relapses. I don't want to put her through that. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if Amelia relapses" I exclaimed.

"Then we will help you both if anything happens. You both deserve to be happy. If you both like each other then go for it. You know life is short" Meredith said as I looked at her.

"I can't put Amelia through any of this. She's already been with me like twenty-four seven and I can't do anything to repay her for that, as much as I would love to repay her I can't because I'm stuck in here for the foreseeable" I exclaimed

"Just talk to Amelia" Derek said, it seemed as if he knew something I didn't, I had to be honest with myself, I was falling for Amelia Shepherd and I was falling hard.

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Third Person

Amelia was talking to a patient when she saw her brother stood outside the room. She was preparing for the surgery and just making she she had all the details she needed.

"Alright, that should be it. You'll be taken down to surgery later today" Amelia smiled politely to her patient who thanked her, Derek was going to talk to Amelia about Annabelle, he knew she liked the Grey Sister and Meredith found out that Annabelle liked Amelia, she knew the way she smiled when she spoke about her she smiled happily