Chapter 5

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James POV

I had just finished showering after spending the whole night in an uncomfortable hospital where my mate currently still was. I felt helpless, it had been 3 days since I last saw her beautiful eyes, she hadn't woken up. Every time I visited her she would start to thrash around and cry but would never wake up. My dad had yelled at me for not eating or sleeping, I couldn't leave her what if she woke up without me? However today was a different matter, instead of telling me to stay my wolf had told me to leave and shower. He had been on mute the past couple of days, he only made himself known if I was listening to my dad. I struggled once or twice to contain him, whenever the nurses prodded Skylars sides and she whimpered, he began to grow a love for blood lust. He wanted to hunt almost every night. When I asked about his erratic behavior he told me that I should shut up before he turns himself rogue.

Turning rogue was worse than dying, you couldn't find your human side. You was just an animal, a monster. I didn't want to ever be a monster. Coming across a rogue in human form was dangerous, it means that they're capable of a lot of trouble and a lot of damage, there was two ways to deal with rogues, if there was no way of finding their human side again then it simply was death, you had to be cruel to be kind and the second if the human was reachable, if the human side was still fighting you would recruit them into your pack however my father has never done that. Rogues were never to be trusted and I always knew why, my mother whom I never met, had been brutally murdered by a pack of them and that is why I never believed in love.

*Flashback

James dad POV

"I'VE HAD ENOUGH!" I roared, I looked down at my timid mate, she had wound me up. She had given me my son, my heir but she was pushing it today. "Enough of what honey?" She asked, clueless. "You." I snarled, her hand that was mid-way to touching me. "What?" She asked, tears filling her eyes. My wolf was snarling at me in my mind for upsetting our mate but Id had enough. "Everything has to go YOUR way! I am the man in this relationship. I am the Alpha of this pack and you, you are beneath me!" She looked at me, rage evident in her eyes. "You bastard! I love you, you are my equal we-"

"I am not your equal! Do not disrespect me and I don't love you, words lie."I looked into her eyes, breathing heavily . She shed her tears before looking at me one last time and storming out. "Your a child!" I shouted.


-TWO HOURS LATER-

I had just put James down for a nap and was about to go lay down myself before my wolf suddenly became on high alert. Christopher? I asked him.

Mate. Now. He growled out and I rolled my eyes, don't I'm being serious. Before I could reply I heard him barking commands through the mind link, seconds later my mom was here nursing James. I shifted, my control gone over to Christopher. He was out the door and in the forest tracing her scent. Thats when I smelt it, the metallic smell of blood. Not just any blood, her blood. I felt her life tear away from me as I came to a clearing, rogue wolves scattering in all directions. In the middle was my beautiful mate, torn in half. I howled and howled until my throat was sore and I could hear my pups crying. "If you loved me, you wouldn't of left me." I whispered before returning home, my sorrows locked deep away. This wouldn't effect me at all.

*Flashback Ends

I was towel drying my hair when I heard footsteps approach my room. I inhaled getting a scent, Hudson, my beta. I put my towel in the laundry and tied my shoes, I looked around for my jacket before realizing I'd left it at the hospital. I opened the door to a surprised Hudson who was in the middle of knocking my door. "James." He nodded, which I returned. "What is it Huds?" I asked, he looked at me before breaking into a smile, "It's the Luna." He told me, could he possibly mean my luna? He looked at my confused expression before continuing, "Your Luna sir, she's awake and she's asking for you."

I don't think I've ever ran so fast in my entire life.




A/N

YOYO DONUTS! Another filler :(

Till the morro my homies.

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