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Chapter 6

Skylars POV

Josh was cuddling me to his chest as I screamed out for James, I don't know what happened but I was overwhelmed with the need for him. I didn't have my wolf, and I'm surprised the nurses or Josh hadn't noticed. Maybe they had but didn't want to ask me about it. I'd been crying for a good half an hour now, where are you James? I asked myself repeatedly, why am I all of a sudden clingy and needy? A couple of seconds later and the door had slammed open to reveal a very flustered James. I felt saddened to realize if I had my wolf, I would've sensed him or heard him before seeing him and I hadn't, yet more evidence that I have no wolf. Josh stepped away from me, with an ashamed look on his face and if I had my wolf I could've mind linked him. James quickly wrapped myself in his embrace, I didn't feel anything no tingles, nothing. I just felt empty. Numb, even. I buried my face into his chest, my tears staining his shirt. His hand rubbed up and down my back soothingly. I held onto the front of his shirt for dear life as I drowned in my tears.

As I dried my face and slowly pulled away from him had I noticed we were now the only ones in the room. "Babygirl." James whispered, I looked up at him and my heart soared but not as high as it used to, not as high as my wolf would've. "Yes?" I asked, my voice raspy from crying and screaming. "I know princess, and I'm sorry." I felt the tears fill my eyes once again. He probably thought I was a failure, he probably thought I was weak and it hurt to even think like that. I was a disgrace to him. To my dead brother, to my deceased parents. They're probably looking down on me in disgust and disappointment. They brought me up to be a fighter, to be strong and I wasn't. I wasn't strong enough to fight for them all that disastrous night, I wasn't strong enough for the right to keep my wolf. I suppose the saying is true, you don't realize how important something was until its gone, something that you once took for granted. I didn't understand what I'd done that was so terrible to deserve this. It broke me. I already missed my wolf, I can't even begin to think about what it'll be like for the rest of my life. She was my rock, she was the one that kept me sane throughout the bullying and the torture of school , along with my brother who'd beat the crap out of anyone that decided to bully me in front of him which not many people did. My brother was very scary.

I looked up into James vibrant blue eyes, I could see the aching and sadness hidden within the depths of them, "Say something baby." He told me, his thumb gently caressing my cheek in smooth strokes. I took in a deep breath and blinked away my tears. I opened my mouth to talk but no sound came out, I looked up at him in defeat and placed my hand on top of his, we both stopped in our tracks as I felt a numb tingling sensation in my hand, like a tingling vibration. I looked up at him, and excitement beginning in the pit of my stomach. When I had a crazy idea.

"Kiss me." I whispered, he looked at me as if he had misheard me. "What?" He asked.

"I said kiss me you jerk!"I exclaimed, you didn't have to tell him twice. He roughly, yet gently, took my face between his smooth palms and pressed his soft lips to mine. I felt fireworks. As if in the very background of my mind I could hear my wolf yipping. I pulled away a massive grin on my face, while James lips were pulled into a cute pout. "James! My wolf!" I yelled in excitement. He smiled before smashing his lips down on to mine in a congratulatory kiss. I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck and pulled him closer, it seemed the closer we got to eachother my wolf was brought out more, as if we were coaxing her out. As the kiss deepened, I felt my wolf return to my normal spot and I couldn't be more happier. I felt her sit down and she seemed content to just let us continue kissing. As if I wanted to stop.

 And that kiss, right there was what made my decision.

I just had to tell him.