Blue Roses

{ chapter 10 }

Jongho pov:

After I stormed out . I started to walk
I didn't even realise that I didn't have any money on me and the only thing I had was my book and my phone which was about to die.

I walked for a couple of hours .

I know what I did was wrong but I just need some time
San did his best since our father's death but I really wasn't good at expressing myself.

I feel so bad about what happened.

I decided to head back after I cooled down.

Right then I realised that I was lost . I still haven't memorised the roads .
I took my phone out to call someone but my phone was dead.

I don't know what to do . I was busy thinking of a way to get back . I didn't notice someone walking and we pumped into each other.

It was a girl with a white hair. She was apologizing for pumping into me until she noticed the book that fell down

She immediately got down and held the book. She was on the average of tears while apologizing for ruining the book

It really didn't bother me much.
I can always get another copy
I assured her that it was really okay.but she insisted on visiting her bookstore

AHH . She works at a bookstore that explains the panicked look she had on her face.

She handed me her card . Oh and it was the bookstore across from our café

I asked her about the way back and it seems that we even live in the same neighborhood

She wasn't a talkative person.  I'm not one myself.

But I managed to find out that we are the same age which was good
And we both like books.

We arrived at the neighborhood. And we actually live across each other. We said our goodbyes. And she left

It was really a good walk . I had fun even though we didn't speak much.

I headed home and prepared myself to enter.

I entered and found that the other team has returned .

Yunho came running to me and hugged me.

I don't like physical touch but I know they were worried and they definitely know what happened.

I apologized for what happened and went upstairs to San and woo room .

I knew I had to apologize about what happened.

I knocked on the door and Hwa hyung was the one who opened it .

He gave a little smile and patted my shoulder.

Hwa:" come on guys. Let's head downstairs."

Soon after woo and yeasang left the room but not before giving a smile.

Jongho:" can I enter?"

I asked nervously

San had puffy eyes and he seemed like he was crying.

San:" sure . Come in ."

I entered and closed the door

Jongho:" ummm ."

I didn't know what to say

San:" Are you okay?. You didn't answer your phone earlier."

He checked me for anything

Jongho:" yeah I'm fine. It actually died."

San nodded his head

Jongho:" I ..  I'm ....
Look I'm sorry about what I said earlier. It's just been too much and I know that you and the rest are doing your best but I just need some time to figure it out I promise that I won't drop out .

But I want to have time to do something else. I don't even know if this makes sense

but thank you so much for everything I know you're doing your best and I'm so grateful to have as my brother and I don't regret moving here with you and I love you."

I said that while avoiding his gaze

He took my hands between his and said

San:" I'm sorry that you thought you couldn't tell me this and I really want you to do what you like no matter what it is. 

The most important thing to me is your happiness .

And you don't have to thank me it's my role as an older brother to care for you and I'm also grateful to have you as my baby brother Jongho and I love you so much ."

We hugged each other tightly

San:" come on I'm straving and if we are late they are going to eat everything."

I nodded my head and then we went downstairs

After dinner we gathered around and watched a movie together.

I went to sleep surrounded by my family.~~

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End of chapter 10

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