Stories of Soukoku

Chapter 17) Love between a raven and a cockatiel

A/N: Sorry, for the no updates. There's smut in this chapter.

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Chuuya returned home that day with a heavy heart, he'd known long ago that he'd love him. But he never wanted it to last. Why should he go after someone who doesn't even like him? Following him like a moth running towards his flame. 

Dazai had made his friends betray him.

Made him join the mafia because Dazai wanted him to.

But the flame wasn't the moth's all.

He was more than Dazai, he was his own, he wasn't going to give up his life and mope over a little teenage crush. 

"Still hurts like shit though..." Chuuya mumbled to himself. 

Love. What a superficial thing. Love was like a gamble. High risk, high gain. You give your all, you might get something more, but most of the time you'll lose it all. Low risk, low gain. You give little of your heart, you receive less, but at least you'll receive something in return.

Chuuya was never one to gamble with love, he still had his dignity, his honour. 

After all, Dazai made up some parts of Chuuya, maybe his temper, maybe his loyalty. But Chuuya made up his own. 

He wasn't going to let go of everything for Dazai.

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Dazai felt numb, like something was stirring inside of him but he couldn't tell what. Was it guilt? Was it excitement? He had no idea.

But Dazai wasn't eager on the answer, you could live your life without knowing most of life's mysteries and it wouldn't hurt. 

He suddenly received a phone call, when Dazai saw the number, his face formed into a morphed smile, before calming himself down and putting his fake smile back.

"What do you want, you rodent?"

"Quite rude for someone who's single as fuck!"

"Shut up!"

"Dos-kun, who are you talking to?" Nikolai said in the background.

"Nothing, you can keep sleeping."

"But I want you in bed with me." Nikolai said as he hugged Fyodor from behind.

"Yes, yes, darling, I'll be back, let me just finish this first." Fyodor said as he kissed Nikolai.

"Did you call me to shove your lovey-dovey-ness up my ass?"

"Maybe."

"Fuck you."

"I'll do that, thank you very much!" Nikolai said in the background once again.

"A bunch of horny animals in heat."

"Says the one who wouldn't do that to a certain ginger if he could."

"What do you want!" Dazai said annoyed.

"Let's make a deal, exchange that weretiger for anything you want. Although we will discuss on the conditions."

"Tell me, what is it about our little tiger that's interested you."

"That'll have to wait until we've seen each other." Fyodor said, however, Nikolai has already started leaving hickeys on his neck.

And Fyodor started moaning into Nikolai's arms, both blatantly letting Dazai hear.

"Fine." Dazai hung up before he could hear anymore.

Disgusting. Dazai thought

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