Meant to be?!

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I woke up the next morning, alone in my apartment. Seeing Chloe after four years was such a shock. She never contacted me, reacted to my messages or answered my calls and now she's back? How am I supposed to feel about that? I know Kara and the rest of the gang are thrilled to see Chloe after four years, but it's confusing for me. I loved that girl and she stabbed me in the back.

I sigh, still remembering the heartbreak when Chloe told me she didn't want to stay. She could've chosen a university here in LA, taking classes with Kara, but instead she went back to Atlanta to study there. I cried about it for months, still wanting to hold and kiss Chloe. Hell, I even tried to stay in touch with the younger girl, but it never worked.

Flashback

I'm sitting by the window drinking my coffee, while looking at my phone. Why won't she call me back? She must've seen the million missed calls, right? I don't understand why she chose to ignore my messages or decline my calls, because Chloe was the one suggesting we should stay in touch.

,,Still in touch with a certain redhead?" Kara walks over to me with a cup of coffee in her hand. I look up at her.

,,Why won't she call me?" I ask her, fighting the tears. When I first met Chloe, we spent as much time as we could and I fell in love with her. We took long walks on the beach, met for lunch or dinner, and made out. Soon enough we both fell in love and two days before Chloe was meant to leave, I had invited Chloe over to my apartment for dinner. We started to make out, and one thing led to another, and we had sex. It was the first time for Chloe and I made sure she felt loved.

,,Maybe she's just busy with her studies?" Kara brings me back from my thoughts.

,,You are busy too but you still have time to stay in touch." I tell her and lay my phone on the table between us, frustrated. ,,I've texted and called her numerous times by now. She never responds to any of them, even though she has read them. Every time I call her she declines. What the hell am I supposed to think of that?" Kara shrugs her shoulders. ,,I just don't get it. Chloe was the one intended to stay in touch and she promised to come back here, but she never did. I guess I was just a summer fling for her and that thought hurts like hell!" Kara sighs and grabs my hands.

,,Maybe it's just not meant to be between you two. Maybe Chloe has a reason not to contact you."

,,There must be a really good reason, because I thought we had something."

,,We all hope she does." Kara stays quiet for a little bit. ,,Hey, do you know where she's attending university?"

,,Barden University in Atlanta, why?"

,,Well, think about this. Maybe you need to go to Atlanta and see Chloe again."

,,And why would I do that to myself? She left me two years ago and she hasn't contacted me at all."

,,To get some closure and maybe talk to her. You need to find out the reason why she hasn't contacted you at all." That's actually a good idea from Kara.

,,That's such a good idea, Kara. Will you come with me?"

,,As much as I want to, I can't. But maybe you can go with Emily?" I nod and then we're off. Kara to university and I go to my apartment.

End of flashback

Emily agreed to come with me and we stayed in Atlanta for two weeks. I saw Chloe and wanted to let her know I was there, but everyday I saw her with this guy. I was heartbroken to see that she had moved on, so I tried to enjoy the holiday with Emily before getting back to LA quickly.