Meant to be?!

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Beca's point of view

I still can't believe that I never realized it before that Sophie was Chloe's sister, I mean the red hair alone should've given me a heads up. This entire situation is completely messed up and I don't know what to do about it. On the one hand yes I have feelings for Sophie and I have grown to care about her but they are not and have never been as strong as my feelings for Chloe. As much as I want to continue pushing my feelings down and denying them like I had for the last four years, however, it is proving to be a lot harder to do now. Seeing her back here brings back those feelings from all those years ago and makes me wonder what our life could be like if circumstances were different.

I thought I was done with playing through the scenarios in my head after Chloe left the first time so I don't understand why they are coming back now. I've been doing my best to try and stay away from Chloe but now Sophie said that we will be spending the next month together, I don't know how to act. I mean this is going to be one of the most stressful months of my life in terms of trying to control my feelings for Chloe, while hiding our past relationship from her sister. I decide that laying around in bed isn't going to help me sort out my problems, so instead I decide to get changed and head down to the beach for a surfing session to help clear my mind.

As I'm making my way out of my room I see Chloe in the kitchen with her back to me looking relaxed and as beautiful as ever. I shake my head to rid the thoughts and try to sneak out of the house without being noticed. Unfortunately I step on a loose floorboard and it squeaks causing Chloe to whip around to find the source of the sound. Her eyes find mine and they are piercing blue as ever she opens her mouth.

,,Beca, can we please talk?" She asks me. ,,I -" I stop her there.

,,I don't want to talk to you. I'm going to the beach to catch some waves, so if anyone asks where I am, you can tell them I'm at the beach." I don't wait for an answer, grab my surfboard and my waterproof shirt before putting everything in my car outside. I quickly get in and drive away before Chloe can get outside to hold me back.

Once I'm at the beach, I'm quick to unload everything from my car. Carrying my surfboard onto the beach, where I take off my shirt, revealing my bikini top. I cover my top with my waterproof shirt. I don't need shorts, because I can surf in my bikini shorts. It's a beautiful day, with no clouds in the sky. There is a good amount of wind, giving the ocean a lot of good waves. I smile as I wiggle my toes in the sand, loving the feeling of the warm, white sand through my bare feet. Surfing always takes away my sorrows or worries. It is definitely a good distraction from Chloe.

I sigh. Chloe. She looked so beautiful, and her eyes. I can't think of anyone with the same blue eyes Chloe has. Sophie is a close second, but she has a little darker blue. I shake my head to stop thinking about Chloe or Sophie, grab my board and head towards the water. I let out a breath of relief when the water hit my feet. I love being out here and surfing away my problems. I paddle out, heading straight to a wave that is forming. I turn my board around and paddle towards the shore until I feel the wave coming near. I grasp the side of the board, bring my legs underneath me and pop up. I glide midway in the wave and surf all the way through the wave, even going through the water with my right hand. When the wave starts to die down, I dive off the board into the water and come up next to my board a little bit later.

I continue to ride a few waves after that, just to kill time. I don't want to go back to Sophie's because Chloe is there. Luckily I have my own apartment. I just hope Stacie or Amy won't be there, because they won't understand why I don't want to see or talk to Chloe. At the last wave I do a big snap off of the top and glide down.