𝙉𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙖 (𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙙)

chapter 26

Nicolas

"And t-the n-next day , I wo-woke up being p-part of a w-world in which m-mama wasn't there" my little baby finish telling me about her life and breaks down completely.

Nitara was bawling her eyes out by now , her face extremely red from crying so much. I caressed her back and smoothen her hair .

She pulls me closer and pulls her face into my neck. My heart breaks so much knowing that my little precious baby had to go through so much before she met me .

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Nitara

"My love , calm down please you're gonna hurt yourself" his deep masculine voice reached my ears.

It became hard for me to breathe. I feel trapped in my own body , an ocean of overwhelming feeling drowning me with me trying to reach the surface.

His warm calloused thumb wipe my tears and holds my face in his warm and big hands.

"Shh." Nico's deep voice commanded. "Breathe for me. rallentare." He cooes in my ear.

"Good girl. Count with me yes? 1.....2... brava ragazza" his warm voice reached my ears.

"O-one ... t-two." I exhale heavily and catch a breath .

"Look baby .you did it" he smoothens my hair and kissed my forehead.

"D-Do y-you um.... Hate m-me now Nico?" I asks stuttering and looking anywhere but in his eyes.

"And why would I do that. Hmm?" He softly asks.

"B-Because I'm dirty and h-he used me . I promise I d-didn't want it Nico. I h-had to d-do it for mama" I try to explain.

"Please don't leave me " I fist the soft material of his tank top and push myself more into him as if it was anymore possible.

"Listen to me and listen to me good . I want you to know that whatever happened wasn't your fault. Yes? You're still my innocent and beautiful girl. Nothing... Nothing in this world can change that fact. As for what happened, I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry I didn't meet you before . But remember you're my strong girl . You did so well" his voice reached my ears and I immediately nod.

"Now whose the most precious baby in this world?" He asks teasingly.

"I am" I point towards me and hug his tight.

He chuckles darkly and kisses my neck. With his head buried in my neck and mine in his chest , we stay like that for a while .

"Darlin' I gotta finish this . After this we'll cuddle all night yes?" He nods towards his laptop and I climb off his lap understandingly.

He smiles at me encouragingly and gets back to work. I put on forzen and snuggle into the blanket with my head on his lap .

He continues working for a while . I finish the movie and look at him to find him struggling with something. He frowns and deletes the file again.