𝙉𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙖 (𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙙)

chapter 42

Nicolas

As soon as I enter our private floor , I'm met with complete silence. Amara sits on the chair outside the ICU with a frown on her face. I walk up to her and she gets up giving me a hug.

"Wh-what did the doctors say?" I swallow the lump in my throat. My voice tearing up.

"Nico she isn't responding" those 4 words  make my world stop. My world isn't responding.

"Her body is giving up. The machines cannot hold her for long. She'll be breathing but dead. The only reason her heart is beating and she's breathing is because of the machines . If we remove them she- " her voice breaks and she breakdowns. I give her a comforting hug and kiss her forehead. Muttering 'she will be ok'

I turn to look at Alessio. He looks broken . The only reason he is still here is because of his daughter. The day he found out that the love of his life died he was about to kill himself. We saved him , he was drowning. The only hope he had was nitara .

That girl is my world. The one person I want to spend the rest of life with. I was prepared for everything. Her clumsy ass, her drooling self. The way she wraps herself around me with I get home from her. She leaves the bathroom wet and I fucking hate it , but I still clean it for her without a word. I was prepared to wake up to the most beautiful girl in this world, every morning and call her my wife. The mother of my children. My queen .

"Mr. De'angelo?" The head incharge of the doctors team greets me . I nod at him . Even though I want to do nothing more than rip his throat out, I cannot. They have been trying everything in their power for the past 2 months.

"You need to make a choice sir. She isn't responding anymore, keeping her tugged to the machine will do no good to her. Infact she'll be a peace of you let her go. This is no less that keeping her chained " he explained and I hide my face with my goggles to cover my tears.

"Can I meet her?" He nods and opens the door for me .

There she is, looking beautiful as ever. The prettiest baby in the world. Nitara's face looks peaceful. My baby is sleeping.

"Hey baby!" I kiss her forehead and take a seat on the chair next to her bed. I hold her hand and trace her chubby little fingers.

"I miss you too much mio amore, please don't do this anymore. I promise I will come home early every day. The doctors are saying that it's time. I don't believe it . I want more time with you , we just met" I smile recalling our memories.

"Babycakes , babycakes? Can we pretty please build a snowman?" Tara asks looking at me with puppy eyes.

"Can never say no to you now can I " she giggles and pecks my cheeks. As soon as I get through the main door she throws a snowball at me .

"I had already prepared for our wedding. Your favourite flowers and cakes. I'll be waiting for you at the altar" I tell her.

"Y'know I'm gonna marry you one day babycakes?" She tells me braiding my hair. I nod and smile at her. I had already decided that.

"I miss how we first met and you rambled about your favourite movie" I smile at her, pushing her hair back.

"Hello h-how do y-you do?" She fiddles with her fingers

"Hello darlin" I rasp out and take a seat beside her.

"I promise I'll buy you all the food in the world, just wake up please?"

"Babycakes you know I love when you buy me burger. But my tummy is growing. Hehe , as I have a baby in there" she points at her bloated stomach

"I can put a baby in there y'know" I wink at her and rub her tummy , pecking it . I'll put a baby in there one day.

"Nico come to bed right now , or I'll be sleeping with our dogs tonight and you'll be sleeping on the couch" she warns and I get up as soon as possible.

"Our dogs hmm?" I pull her into me and she nods.

"Yes , they can be all mine of you don't want them " she smugly says and I kiss her .

"Everything is yours baby, including me "

"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you my love . I'll meet you up in the stars, the one we gaze at" I wipe the tear that drops on her hand and walk out.
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Alessio Rosso

"Hello mija"  I peck her hand and sit next to her.

She lays on the bed peacefully. Without a care in the world.

"Is my daughter dreaming about her mother? Are you so desperate to meet her that you wanna leave papa behind?hm" I ask her , hoping she'll say something. She doesn't.

"Don't leave papa behind mija, the only reason I'm here is for you. Take me with you. Let's reunite. Your mama , you and me . I don't want to be here anymore" "thankyou for the flowers baby , I'll ask Denver to put them at my grave next to you"

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Dante

"Hello baby sister , look at you. Sleeping Beauty , now you gotta wake up. Y'know, I miss your talkative self. The way you would brag into my office and complain about Nico. The way I would run after him to whoop his ass for you. I wanna give you the world. Just wake up please. Your brother misses you too much . I got your flowers "
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Amara

"Hey buttercup, I miss you! Girly enough is enough. You gotta wake up and teach me kung-fu lessons. You have to teach me how to hack into systems . I even got you your cute tech devices you asked for. I got your flowers, please I can't do this without you . "
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Leonardo

"Bitch enough is enough ok! Get your fatass up right fucking now. You gotta teach me how to twerk and you have to plan my proposal to Luca. I miss you bitch. You need to get your shit together and wake up. We'll go clubbing and by the way thankyou for the flowers.
-your lemon"

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Denver

"Hey mija, it's me ,Denny. I miss you. You're the daughter I never had. The first time I saw you, I knew I'll protect you at all costs. I'm sorry I failed but look I got shot and I could've died but I woke up for you. Please don't do this to us. Wake up and tell me to take you to get icecream. I don't care even if it's 3 in the morning I'll get it."
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Nicolas

"We're ready to pull the plug out" .
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Author's note
I cried so bad writing this. Ya'll I'm sorry . I myself cried so bad. :-(