Your whole world changes after your big move, 18 living with your abusive parents, what happens when your big cousin pulls you up from the mess and into a life with what seems like a bigger and better future for you?
But you actions come with regret...
As I got ready for my date, I did my makeup and hair and a really cute outfit, me and ville weren't officially dating, as he was supposed to go on tour again but he soon will be, and we weren't or couldn't get to the stage where I would come with him, as I pulled my clothes on, I took one look into the mirror.
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I walked out of my room which I was now sharing with Ville, no hard feelings with Ryan he was happy for me, I walked down the stairs and April was there, she was just popping in to drop off some food for the boys, I smiled at her and helped her pack away all the shopping she had got.
"You look nice lovely, where are you off to" April says gesturing her hand so I spun around, as I spun round me pulled me into a hug, and whispers into my hear "I hear from the nurses you go in everyday and talk to Bam, I think it's lovely Nova, your such a lovely girl don't worry I won't tell anyone" she said kissing me on the cheek. I smiled and hugged her back "thank you April, I'll be back home by Ten but if you hear anything about Bam let me know and I'll be there" I wave to April as I walked out the house waiting for Ville, I lit up and fag and sat on the porch smoking it. When I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up to see it was Valle "you ready Doll? You look stunning" he said smiling at me and pecking me on the lips, he gave me his hand and helped me up and led me into his black Mercedes and helped me into his car and started to drive up.
The dinner was nice and we really enjoyed ourselves spending time with each others, as we sat together at some fancy ass restaurant drinking red wine, we both got quite tipsy, laughing away and talking so much, we wrapped it up as was walking to the car when my phone rang it was April, she was probably checking how my nights going she usually calls me around this time, I answered "hello April, how are you" "Amazing Nova, you need to come to the hospital Bam is conscious and he is asking for you!" "Really, I'll be there as soon as I can" I hung up the phone, I looked a ville and smiled "We need to go to the hospital, Bams awake he is asking for me" I cried out as I hugged him and he smiled, he nodded and jumped into the car, we had quickly sobered up and rushed to the hospital.
Once we got there, we ran to the hospital room, everyone was surrounding his bed I pushed through them and hugged him, he slowly touched my shoulder and smiled I looked at him eyes filled with tears, I looked at him and smiled and placed my hand on his face and that's when he whispered "hello Nova" he sounded tired I got up from him and the doctor came in and told everyone that Bam needed time to rest so that he can be discharged, one person could stay the night with him, we all decided Ryan would be good to stay as he was Bam's Bestest friend. As we left me and Ville hugged tightly so happy with what's has happened. We went back to the house with everyone else excited and all celebrating the good news we had received. Me and ville had gone to bed. As I woke up everyone was chattering once again, I Leapt out of bed and walked downstairs to see Bam with everyone else, I smiled and waved at him, he came over and hugged me I welcomed him back and he thanked me that's when Ville put his arm over my shoulder and kissed me on the head, and waved at Bam "welcome back Bro, I've missed you" Bam's face dropped and looked at me with confusion "yea Hi, I think it's time for celebration" the boys all cheered, regarding the fact what happened last time. They all finished the things they were doing for the day, before commencing the celebration later, the whole day I think Bam was avoiding me, he made sure I wasn't near him all day and I was so confused why especially after everything I did for him while he was in hospital, I brushed it off thinking it was nothing and he was just adjusting back in. "Do you think tonight is good for bam" I said puffing on a joint laying on ville while we laid on bed. He sighed "I don't know, but I'll keep an eye on him don't worry love" he stroked his hands through my hair and kissed my head.
All the boys came tumbling in shouting party, all popping open beers and shot gunning loads of beers, as I heard all this I jumped up to start to get ready while Ville made his way downstairs to join the party, I got dressed and did my makeup and hair before making my way downstairs.
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I wondered downstairs and there was loads of people downstairs, strangers, it looked like the night it happened, it gave me a bad feeling, as I said my hellos and jumped over to the drinks, I started to drink, I couldn't bear to be around this at the moment but for Bams returning it was only right, no matter how wrong I thought it was, I stayed near Ryan, Bam still ignoring me, as we all got more drunk girls all surrounding bam and for some reason I hated seeing that, that's when I noticed a short brown hair girl on his arm Missy kissing up to him, that's when Bam had gone to outside for a smoke and that's when I decided to call him out...
As I walked outside he was sat smoking a joint, I placed myself next to him, he didn't even look at me, and it really hurt he handed me the joint not even looking at me and he went to get up, I pushed him back down and stood infront of him, he rolled his eyes at me.
"What is your problem Bam, ignoring me, going back to Missy, I was there for you every single day when you was In a coma, what is wrong with you, she wasn't I was, after how she treated you you take her back, and now your ignoring me for what I don't get it?!" I shouted at him and thens when he slammed his hand onto the decking "Yeah you was there everyday and you know when all I remember hearing was you telling me you loved me, and how we could of been something, and when I woke up you was with Ville, what do you expect bitch" he shouted back to me "One thing you fucking heard I do love you Bam and I care deeply about you, I was so wondered about you, but I also told you about Ville, he was also there for you too" my eyes started to tear up And so did Bam "I Know you was there everyday Nova i felt your touch everyday and I heard you talk vividly everyday...." There was a slight pause and that's when he came out with "I LOVE YOU!"
