Your whole world changes after your big move, 18 living with your abusive parents, what happens when your big cousin pulls you up from the mess and into a life with what seems like a bigger and better future for you?
But you actions come with regret...
"I LOVE YOU" he shouted, before coming to the realisation of what he just said, I stood there in shock, I couldn't get a word out.. "Fuck you man, I say this shit but you went off with ville before I woke back up, so why does it matter I'm back with Missy!" He spat throwing his cup at me which made me flinch, but this time he didn't care, all he saw was red and all I could see was anger in his face. He stormed into the house, and left me with my tears in my eyes, I run my hands through my hair crying my eyes off. I quickly composed myself after somewhat processing what had just happened. I walked back into the house and everyone was still partying Bam and Missy were kissing and laughing together like they used to and it really hurt me to see, Ville pulled me over to the kitchen and started kissing me, and kissing my neck. I pushed him off to look at him and he was absolutely smashed, I giggled at him before kissing him on the lips. I put him arm over my shoulder. "Time to get you to bed" I said as I held his face for a second, Ryan had notice and took Villes other arm before pulling him up the stairs, as he laid Ville into bed. I looked up to Ryan who was somewhat sober, "please keep an eye on Bam , I'm worried about him" he nodded and kissed me on the head before going to the door "night Nova Sleep well my lovely " he said before walking off as I laid there looking after a drunk ville I sat with him running my fingers through his hair I couldn't help but think about what Bam had said to me, was he overreacting, was he just drunk? I don't know, I shouldn't really think of this while having my companion laid in my lap. Few minutes went by and Ville was fast asleep I decided to go downstairs to make us a drink of water, as we will need it for tomorrow, as I tip toes down the stairs, I heard faint moaning coming from the kitchen, I know I shouldn't of but my curiosity led to me to continue to walk to the kitchen as I got the the kitchen my feet took a holt and my eyes widened at the site. Bam onto of Missy on the kitchen counter fucking her in the dark, my jaw dropped and I let out a gasp. I quickly covered my mouth hoping they didn't hear, however Bam Did.
He looked up at me, he didn't stop though he kept going looking me dead in the air, just staring at me and smiling, while he covered Missy's face, while she moaned his name. I was truly disgusted but slightly jealous of the pleasure Bam was given Missy and not me , and I felt so guilty to feel that way because of Valle, but I couldn't help to feel them emotions, as Bam was staring at me he mouthed me to stay, I couldn't move and I wish I could but my body was preventing me to leave, as I watched feeling absolutely disgusted, Bam started to finish while looking at me, not even noticing Missy. I quickly ran upstairs absolutely shocked at what I had just encountered. I ran back into my room and leapt into bed and that's when I heard Missy and Bam walking up the stairs "you must of missed me Bam, I've never felt so much passion during our sex" she said all flustered outside my door, Bam purposely lent against the door and said loud enough for me to clearly hear "I liked what I was looking at" my cheeks went extremely hot and my legs felt weak at what he had just said, and I know he meant me , absolutely disturbing what had happened, but I was slightly amused.
The whole night I tossed at turned constantly thinking about what happened tonight and how Bam was back and messing with my head, he is with Missy again which can only end awful which I hope this time he can control himself, all these thoughts flooded my head and that's when I looked at the clock and it was 6AM, I rolled over and kissed Ville, and he woke up and hungrily kissed me back, he pulled me on top of him and started to kiss my neck, that's when I pushed him off, it just didn't feel right anymore, I wasn't into it as much as I used to be. "Sorry Ville, I just feel really ill" I lied as I got up to get ready for the day, he nodded and understood, because getting himself up to get ready as well..
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A part of me dressed into such a short skirt and a slutty outfit to tease Bam and it felt so wrong, but it felt so nice the thought of teasing him after last night....
I slowly walked down the stairs, clung onto Ville, like I was an ornament to him which I was, as we got down the stairs I clung onto Ville determined to piss of Bam, kissing his cheek and whispering into his ear, and that's when Bam saw us and gave me a dirty look, and started doing the same with Missy. "Why are you being so clingy Nova?" Ville questioned me, i then came to the realisation of what I was doing and sighed "Bam was really nasty to me last night and said a few things, that have just really confused me Ville and I just don't know what to do" he then had a smile and placed his hand on my shoulder, "Now love this is what I am here for, I've been supporting you since the day I met you and I will always support you no matter what" he hugged me tightly and reassured me everything was going to be okay, but that soon ended when Bam spoke up "So Ville, you was telling me last night that your leaving soon to go on tour" Bams eyes darted to me and a malicious smirk spread across his face, Ville Face palmed before coming clean, I looked at ville with confusion "I was going to take you out to dinner and break the news to you, however Bam seems to not be able to keep a secret but yes I'm leaving to tomorrow, last minute I know, but we have been asked to tour the world with another band, and it's an opportunity I can't refuse" he said grasping my hand and eager to hear my response "So your just going to go like that? Tomorrow, didn't think to speak to me about it at all" I questioned , keeping my cool as we was surrounded by the boys "I know Love but I asked Bam, and he said tell you on your own, but clearly not..." he hissed at Bam and Bam raised his hands looking all innocent, I took a deep breath and walked out the room, I walked out the house and walked to my car, I sat in my car and turn the engine on, I drove away. I drove as far as I could and stopped at a bar, I was so confused and hurt with what Bam was doing I just wanted to have a drink, as I pulled up to the bar, I saw it was fairly busy which was a good sign, I walked in and ordered a drink. And then another one And then another one I kept drinking, I got talking to some people at the bar, and drinking with them, and that's when I was absolutely smashed and I couldn't see straight the world was spinning and everything seemed to slow, a man had laid his arm over my shoulder, and whispered into my ear and I froze with fear as I was so vulnerable right now "What's a pretty lady like you doing here on your own so late" I kept quiet not knowing what to do or what to say "let me take you home sweet cheeks, as you had a fair few you can't drive" he whispered in my ear then proceeded to give me a cunning smile, I just wobbled about trying to escape out of the grasp of this man, but from where I couldn't see straight I had no control and he was walking me out of the car towards his car, I started to cry, and my body became limp begging he would just leave me alone but he wouldn't, I was so fucked right now and no one was here to help me ....
