The Boy with the Tattoos

===Knight In a Shiny Hummer===

As this dragged my limp body I silently panicked with tears flowing down my eyes, this was it, the man had bad intentions and it was quite clear, that he did I was scared I didn't know what to do.
As he swung open his back door he was about to Chuck me in, but before he could a purple Hummer, smashed into his rear, and he quickly me let me go to cuss the driver who had driven into him.
"Sorry man, I didn't see you there, I just wanted to get parked up quickly and have a drink" said the familiar drunken voice, I knew that voice, the man was still cussing the drunk man out that had just smashed into his car and that's when it hit me "Nova?" It was Bam I looked up with tears in my eyes and I quickly stumbled over to him before the evil man could grab me, Bam grasped hold of me and suddenly sobered up, "what the fuck man, taking advantage of drunk vulnerable girl, you cunt" that's when Bam sat me down and ran over to this man, eyes full of rage, the man took a blow to the face and fell To the ground, Bam repeatedly kept punching his face again and again, while the man pleaded him to let go, blood trickled down this man's face and started to form a puddle, Bams knuckle was drenched in the vulgar man's blood, as much as I knew this man was awful I had to stop Bam.
I staggered over and laid my hand on bam shoulder petrified he might accidentally hit me again, I squeezed my eyes shut and whispered to him "Bam, Please stop" then there was stillness I kept my eyes clothes because I was too drunk to clock if I had been hit and was on the floor or he had just stopped.
He had just stopped fighting, he really listened to me, he looked at me  eyes full of tears and turned to me and just hugged me. He cried his eyes out for a good ten minutes, both of us taking no knowledge that the beaten man was in his car skidding away.
He kept crying and apologised to me and whimpered "I hate my life, Nova, I'm a addict and a fucking Bum" he broke my heart with the words he had said and I hugged him tightly back and whispered to him back "your not a bum Bam, and there is nothing we can't fix" he wiped his eyes and look at me, deeply and started to smile, our faces started to grow inches apart, and I lips became closer than ever "We shouldn't right now Bam, it's too confusing for this to happen right now, and I think we both know that" he nodded knowing I was right and then guilt wiped over his face "Nova, I made the biggest mistake of my life today and I don't want you to hate me" he said looking down.

He couldn't even look me in the eye, I lifted his chin up and softy said to him "there is nothing we can't fix overtime" he nodded and started to tear up "I've been so mad and confused and you are sending my feelings spiralling, I kind of wanted to try and get you out of my head, and tonight I had asked Missy to marry me..." I looked at him gobsmacked to what he had just said to me, my stomach felt like a pit and I felt sick, my world started to black out, until I shook my thoughts back into place, "you know Bam, I never said thank you for accidentally saving my life it was really sweet of you" I smiled making him forget about the problems we had yet to come he smiled back to me and then frowned "I was tipsy and worried and needed a drink and I didn't see he was parked, although he was parked like a fucking idiot, when I saw what intentions he had with you, after what Chris had told me, I felt so fucking angry that anyone would want to hurt you or even try anything on you, it made me so fucking angry, I just wanted to kill him" my heart melted at his kind words and I hugged him, before looking at the time.

"We should go soon, everyone will probably be worried about me and you, especially after everything that has happened" I looked up and him showing my phone so he could also see the time. He frowned and rolled his eyes "time for us both to face the reality huh?" I nodded and sighed "I wish it could be different but this is it... we have actually got to be adults and deal with what's going on" I looked down Remembering that Ville was leaving tomorrow and guilt started to trip into my head, Bam noticed this and nudged me "I'm sorry about Ville, I generally am, I wasn't telling him that to hurt your feelings, I just thought it would be better than you worrying the whole week about him leaving" he laid his hand on my shoulder and led me to his car "We can pick up your car tomorrow morning if you want, I can get Dunn to come get it" I smiled and agreed as I got into his car, he lent over me and clipped in my seat belt before ruffing my hair and closing the door gently.

The car journey was dead silent, and I kept thinking how Bam was deep inside a nice person, who was just hurt and confused and I felt like Today, we grew massively closer than we ever have been. The car journey was short and sweet, and the silence that was between us both was not from awkwardness it was weirdly calming to me and I could tell it was the same for him.
As we walked up to the house, I went in first and was attacked by a tall skinny man who had trapped me into a hug kissing my head hundreds of time, it was Ville "I'm so fucking glad your okay I was so worried" he said continuing to kiss me. As soon as Bam Walked in everyone congratulated him about his engagement and as I looked in his face there was no sense of excitement for this, it was all fear. Is this how our lives are going to end up like?