Finding My Inner Badass

Bigger the Better

I'm sitting here in my home doctors office as my close friend miss Lee our doctor sence I was a kid checks on my babies and takes blood from me not sure why yet though " everything looks great hunny these angles are fit as a fiddle and your blood work came back great" " that's awsome about my twins but why did you need my blood work done miss Lee" she smiles " I was getting to that hunny how would you likebto breastfeed your babies" I'm shocked I always wanted to but now I'm confused " I can give you a pills that will make your body think it's given brith witch will come with the production of milk it will also strengthen your bond with these two also and there's now risks to your health or the babies" I smile wide " let's do it" she smiles and completes her checkup and all 3 of us and I'm given a pill right away and a hole bottle of them " the pills will take a week to work but for now massage your nipples 3 times a day and you'll be set" I hug her and we say good by Tank had to work today so I'm on my own I head to my new houes that just got set up but first I head to check on my MC I arrive and let Zeek out of corse he wouldn't let me leave him home and grab my babies and head in where I see a MC member punching a set of twin boys I'm ferocious " DODGER WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING" he freezes and gose pale " take him the basement untouched tell I can figure this out and you to boys my office now" they gulp along with dodger holding my babies I head to my office followed by twin boys I sit in my chair and set my babies on a play mat with Zeek and turn my attention to the boys " now why was one of my boys punching you and tell me the truth or you'll be introble they sigh " yes ma'am" they say at once " we we broke in and stole food ma'am we saw you had just gotten groceries so we broke in" I sigh " ok I have a few questions one names 2 age and where are tour parents" they seem sad " I'm Zack and he's Luck where just now 14 years old ma'am and we are orphans we ran away from the home for boys they they are mean" I feel myself angery I take a deep breath and check my cameras seeing doudger catch the boys stealing and then they run him chasing them and then beating them " ok I'm sorry my men hurt you won't evey happen again secondly your coming home with me and my twins I'll feed you get you new clothes and a place to call home if you wish or I can feed you and give you clothes and find a nice place for you to stay" they look shocked " what's the catch to the first one" Zack asks me " I get it i was like you guys to there's no catch but I should tell you I'm Lucy aka the Reaper a mafia boss and this MC prez I mean no harm to you I'm just giving you a life worth living and a home if you wish but so you knownim new at this I just got these angles 2 days ago" they look at each other and then back at me " you want to be our mom" in shocked I never thought about it but now that I am " yes if you would like that" they have tears running down there faces and then jump up and hug me tight " mom" they both whisper as they hug me I smile " sons of mine now let's grab your little brother and sister and head home to meet your father" they gose still " he won't hurt you and will take you in as his own and if he don't ill chop off his balls and send him running deal" they chuckle and " deal mom" oh man I can get ues to this we head to my truck them carring the twins and I load up zeek and both twins and we head to my new houes
On the way to the houes I talk to the boys my new sons and learn they fear men witch makes me angry not at them but at the men who made them this way we pull up to my father houes " ok boys and girl we are at father house I've been staying here tell mine was ready u need to grab somethings I live here with my boyfriend my father and 3 brothers stay by my side and if your uncomfortable tell me ok I'm here to make you feel safe and loved later to day I will go over the rules and before you get scared it's just normal rules like a bed time and cherfue and to be respectful as your mother I take making you into kind younge men  very seriously" they just smile at me " yes mom" " yes mom" the lean over to me and both kiss my cheeks " I already love you 2 and I will die for you all 4 of you" we get out and head inside with Lucas holding Montana and Zack holding Maxumis I walk in the houes followed by my kids and Zeek I see my brothers playing video games and my father reading a book " helow family I'm hear to pack my things" is all I say as I head up the stairs with my kids and dog I start packing things up " OK kids you 4 play and get to know each other while I pack " " no can do mom we are helping Zeek can watch the babies" I sigh " ok but next time I tell you something it sticks" " as long as it's not making you do everything then ok " says Zack I glare at him and he looks down " sorry moma" I hug him " your fine baby boy I'm not ues to being helped and this shows me how kind my son is both of them " I say as I bring Lucas into the hug we start packing and are almost done when my father comes in looking mad I give him my mafia boss glare and he backs up "" moma are you ok" Lucas ask me I turn to him and smile " yes baby boy I'm fine just your grandpa thinking he can still boss me around is all" the twins look at father and he's shocked yet again Zack whispers in my ear " w will he hurt us moma" I grab Jim in a hug  whispering back " never he's the best grandpa and dad a person can ask for but he can be intimidating all though he's a teddy bear" I say the last part out load " only for my family hunny" I smile at him and Lucas ask me in a hushed tone " c c can we meet hom moma " I smile my boys are so brave " dad id like you to meet my sons Zack and Lucas now before you go giving Bear hugs they don't like men so stick to words and uf you hurt them I'll keep you in the basement old man" he chuckles " I know you will your a moma bear already and you have gotten 4 kids on 48 hours" " and where do you think I got it from old man I grew up in the arms of kidnappers and then in a houes full of over protective men" he hates when I bring up my 2 years kidnapped he becomes sad but what happens nextakes my heart fuller my sons hug my father there grandpa and say " it's ok pops we won't let anyone hurt our mom" he tears up and hugs them back " Lucy I'm home " yells Tank uggg he sounds like a TV show " boys do you want to meet my boyfriend or not yet" " will he hurt us moma" Zack asks " NOT ON MY WATCH" growls my father  I chuckle " no kids he won't and any wring move he makes this old man will put a bullet hole into him along side me your safe " thy nod " yes pleas moma" they say at the same time " I'm up here tank packing my stuff" I hear him running up the stairs " what do you mean your packing" he panicks running in the room and ingulfs me in a hug taking in my sent " y y your not leaving me right baby " I chuckle " GET OFF OUR MOM" yells the twins as they grab me and hug my sides leaving Tank in shock " boys it's ok he ment no harm I'm not going anywhere" they breath in my sent like there father dose and relax " Skyler handsome meet Lucas and Zack our twin boys" Skyler smiles with joy " it's a great pleasure to meet you both I hope I gain your love I'm Skyler but I'd love if you called me dad but I understand if it's to soon" they look at him shocked as he's generally sincere I rub there backs letting them know I'm here " moma " questions Zack " it's ok son you don't have to say anything back hell understand" then my boys take a huge step in there new life as they ingulf there father in a hug Skyler smiles like he's the luckiest man alive he looks at " our family" I smile back " our family"