Finding My Inner Badass

Ride Or Die

Well it be my luck I'm coverd head to toe in a dead man's blood. Yes this has happened befor and I never carred befor but I've got 4 fucking hours to walk down the Ile and say I do. Fuck my life
I walk to my truck and rubble it to life hallung ass to my fathers MC yeah I gave the old man the MC and he gave me the mafia said I'm scarey them him I laughed at this though it's true he blames me that I made him soft years ago on that plane. I barly put the dam truck in park as I throw open the club houes door. All attention on me as I am the mother fucking queen. " God Dam  sis thought you run out on Skyler" chopper jokes with me " na think I'll run last minute ya know like the queen I am" he gose pale " shit dose dad know" i chuckle " no dip shit I'm joking now where is the old man I need my dress my shoes my motercycle to be washed and tuned and I need to clean my gun" he waves me off as he hands me a shot of vodka " I know your more of a whiskey gal but thought this might ease the nerves" I smile at my brother he may be an ass hole but he's my asshole I take the shot and walk off to find my father I open his office door to see him polishing his dam gun " dad do you mind I'm getting married in 4 hours can't you help" he looks at me stone cold " this is help that boy won't think twice of saying I do" I look at him " daddy I know you don't like the idea of me being married and having a family cuz it means I'm all grown up but I'll always need my daddy. When I need a vacation from my sometimes annoying family or overly protective husband or just to hug or have a drink with to case my brothers troble and to be your favorite kid" he looks at me sadly but smiles " daddy I love you and with out you I wouldn't be here today I'm not sure I would have survived this life with out you but now it's time to let another man lead me through life knowing I'll always need my daddy my Dimond" he gets up and hugs me " fine but if he says I don't I won't hesitate to shoot him" I s chuckle " deal"

You would think after everything that's happened in my life walking down the Ile to married my first and only love would be easy but to my dismay I'm a emotional reck it's like I turned off the stone cold mafia leader and turned up my emotional women dial. I found myself overwhelmed and like I was missing something so I find myslef in the woods an hour befor my wedding at Mountain Max's grave crying my eyes out " hey boy I miss you one look into your eyes and I'd know if this was the right thing to do"  " do I settle down and married Skyler, Max I'm lost why can't you just pop back to me like magic boy I need my angle I need my bestfriend"  I rest me head on his grave crying once more not even carring if my wedding dress gets dirty all the sudden the wind blows cold and the wolves howl it's like Max is telling me it's ok to love again even of its in a different way. I look tot he sky and I see the moon as bright as the sun letting me know my Max my guardin angel is by myside weather I choose to do this or not. After wiping my tears and saying my good byes to Max I halled ass to the wedding ceremony

My dress

(Wedding heald in the feald to the left by the barn)

My hair but brown

I pull up to the property on the back roads and turn off my bike
On the ride here I realized that I love Skyler and the thought of not coming home to him playing with our kids or him welcoming ever fur baby or real baby I bring home he's my ride or die he's my Handsome Hunk

" where the hell have you been mom" Zack says worried I give him the what the hell did you just say to me son " I I'm sorry mom I was worried I didn't mean to cuss at you I I though you were taken again" I sigh and pull him in for a hug " I'm ok son" I look into KY sons eyes and see worrie " bubu are you ok" he sighs " what if you decided not to marry dad who do we live with do we live all together or will all is kids be separated. I know it's your choice and I respect that but I thought our little family was nice" I chuckle " our family is everything but little son. But I understand and if I didn't choose to married your father we would work things out you kids come first in our lives even before our relationships ok and I know I love your father sence the first time I met him at age 13 he's my first love and I've come to realize his my only love" Zack hugs ne again and then leads me over to my father who's sweating bullets " oh thank God your here I was worried" I sigh " I'm here dad now let's get this thing moving" he smiles at me and kisses my cheek then signals my brother skid to start the wedding ceremony.

My father and me lock arms after Montana and Maxumis go down the isle in a wagin pulled by Hankly. Baby Remy is up at the alter with his new daddy Skyler as he's now 6 months old and my twins Zackary mad Lucas carry the newest members of our family   Cody Bay Mcay and Calab Brock Mcay turns out I was pregnant with twins. Dma super sperm

I walk arm and arm with the man I call my father as he gives me away to my handsome Hunk Skyler