Finding My Inner Badass

My Long Lost Brother

Life has gone prity good. I'm now 6 months pregnant my father was overly joyed and my brothers where a bunch of smiling joyful kids again. My family's doing great. The twins Maxumis and Montana are now a year old and taking walking and have become little people. Hankly has become a full family member he calls me mom and Skyler dad and both sets of twins his siblings he's very protective of the babies and of my growing bean ams he's potty in Zack and Lucas hands they'd do anything for him. Zack has become the quarterback of his high school team and has a girl friend. And Lucas is the top of his wrestling team at his high school and is taking up racing. But now I'm sitting in my dad's office as I've got something to tell him. He walks in seeing me and smiles " hi hunny what brings you here" " Dimond we need to talk" he gets serious as i called him Dimond and not dad " what's wrong" " I got a phone call from Deno Davis" he gose pale and I know what he's thinking I grab his hands and look him in the eyes " daddy you have been my father sence the day I started you calling you dad and my sperm donner calling dose not change that you are my father and thoues baboons that I call my brothers are stuck with me whether they're it or not" he sighs " I'm sorry hunny I just feared this day for year I can't lose you. Your my daughter and I can't loose you"  I hug this man I call my father " now man up your names Demon ack like it ok" he smiles he sits down " so deno called and said

"Helo whiskey speaking" " hey hunny it's deno your father" I'm shocked " hunny you there" " let's get this straight Deno your not my father I've got the best dad ever and he's not you" I hear him sigh " I understand that when I left I lost my daughter but this is about your brother Remington" I just wait for him to finish " Remy found me about 3 years ago and helped get me on the right path he fell in love and git married to a nice girl even got himself a family but about a week ago him and his wife got in a car accident and his wife passed away unfortunately. And Remy is in a coma the doctors say he may never wake up" I sit there stunded Remy might have left my life but I never stoped loving him I think about my brother daily and how he would meet his nice and nefwes and how some day he'd come home but now he may never meet my family or come home to me " I was given a letter form his lawyer that he wrote if anything was ever to happen to him and his wife it was telling me that I messed up all our lives by lying to you and with this he lost his sister and I lost both my kids he said if anything every happens to him and his wife that I own him to find you and to tell you your brother loves you and always will he was never mad at you just me" I sigh knowing my brother still loves me " and hunny it says here your the guardian of his kids"

Back to present time
My dad looks deep in thought " you realy told him I'm your father and not him" I laugh " is that all you got out of this hour long conversation dad" he smiles " I talked to skyler and my older boy and we agreed that I'm to go see my brother and say good by bringing home my new kids" he cups my cheek " your a great women and I'm proud to call you my daughter" I smile

Now I'm in God dam Alaska fucking Alaska the coldest mother fucking place my brother chose to live

I make my way to the hospital in dam fucking Cold Alaska and I head to my brothers room I take a deep breath and open the door seeing my brother lay in the hospital be covered in brusies and dry blood and tubes coming out of him. I slowly walk over to him cupping his face " hi big brother I I missed you" a year excapes my eye I pull up a chair and hold his hand " I thought you'd never come back to me I I thought I lost my big brother at times I was mad mad that you left me at a younge age I I needed my big brother to keep me sane but you left. I'm happy you found your ture love and happiness with her I'm sorry you lost her and I'm sorry I'm loosing you but I promise I'll always love you Remington my Remy" I'm now a crying mess " wwwwwwwaaaaawwwwaaaa" I now just notice the baby bed next to my brothers bed I get up wiping my tears and walk over coming face to face with

This presues face a spitting image of his father " oh my you look just like your daddy baby boy" I gently pick him up " you can't be more then a week old" then it hits Remys wife was pregnant when they crashed and this little one survived I shed more tears realizing my brother will never meet this angel " oh baby boy let's fix this let's go meet your daddy" I Carrie him over to Remys bed and pull back his blanket exposing his bare chest laying this angle on him " Remington meetvyour little boy the spitting image of you dear brother" I take out my phone and take a picture saving this memory for the baby when's he's older the machines started beeping and nurses run in " miss you must take the baby we are losing him" " no leave him this is what he would have wanted he knew he was dieing he was waiting for me so let my brother pass peacefully with his son on him" the nurses give me a sad look and nod ok leaving us I grab Remys hand " it's ok bubu I've got him I've got you all ill see you latter on keep Max company for me pleas I love you" and with this being sad he took one last deep breath and left this world
I get my phone out and video call Skyler  " hey hunny hey whats wrong beautiful" " hes gone Skyler my brothers gone leaving me with this angle" I turn the camera so he can see the sweet boy on his dead fathers chest " oh baby im so sorry"  the door opens be hind me and in walks Skyler with Maxumis, Montana, Zack, Lucas, Hankly, my dad and 3 brothers " I wasn't going to let you do this alone so I packed up or family and here we are" he strides over to me and in gulfs me in a hug wiping my tears and my family curicles my brothers bed the baby gets fussy so I pick him up and hold him in my arms as Skyler holds me in a hug " Skyler meet our son Remington James Jethro Mcay
He looks at me shocked " you gave him my last name" I laugh at him " yes my Hunk just like i did with Maxumis and Montana Zackary and Lucas. Hankly to" he smiles big then gets down on one knee " Lucy Kate Tompson will you do me the hounner of being my wife my life my everything I promis to kill everyman who looks at you and evey women who looks at me to protect our kids and make it my life's goal to keep my family happy" I shead more tears " yes yes Skyler Mcoy I'd love to your wife" he jumps up and kisses me as I hold my baby boy Remington then my hole family hugs us tight