It was a travel day, the ppv was in a few days, today was the last show before the ppv. Me and Saraya were cutting a promo in the ring, Dakota didn't wanna travel till the ppv so he was going stay with Wesley then the both of them was gonna travel out to see me. Which I totally understand, and I wasn't mad. I had to be at the airport and catch my flight then take an Uber to the hotel, then be at the arena by 4 pm. I headed the airport as it was a 2 hour flight I was so exhausted as I went through security as I headed on the plane, I fell asleep on the flight as we arrived I woke up and went to the hotel, I had a couple of hours to chill as I laid on the bed. I had an meeting with our writer who wrote our promos. Only rule I had was leave Dakota out of them and my son. That was. Little did I know what brit was gonna say I was so scared.
I got my stuff situated and went to get lunch then headed to the arena I went to hair and makeup then got our scripts for the nigh, I got something to eat then went to go get changed
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I put on my flannel as I sat on the chair "I'm so nervous, I always get scared speaking" I said to Saraya "Don't be I watched your stuff in WWE. You were amazing that's why I wanted you as my partner" she said softly as we hung out for a bit we decided on matching gear and I changed my plans last minutes. I took a sip of water as her theme played, we walked out the ring together as the fans screamed. As I got in the ring, I smirked as I grabbed a mic "Last week we just made our mark, Brit, Jayme.. both of you listen up baby girls." I said smirking. They came to the ring as Brit smirked as she looked at me "Oh look it's the ex signed pregnant whore. And secondly your boyfriend Dakota or whatever he is." She smirked.
I was not cool with them using his name, nor my kid I broke character "Leave my fucking man out of this!" I screamed as I was fuming "What's wrong? Are you gonna cry?" She asked as I snapped "Cry? No but next you bring my man into it. I'll knock you the fuck out!" I slapped her across the face, I got out of the ring then stormed off backstage I was so mad I took my flannel off and tied it around my waist Saraya ran after me "Baby girl, look at me" she rubbed my shoulders as I broke down crying I was shaking I was so mad I sat on the ground as I went on my phone I called Dakota almost immediately "Hey babe.. shh I heard and saw. Relax.." he said as I cried more "I snapped. You know how much I hate when people bring up our relationship and shit. Storyline or not." I said as he sighs "I know I'm not mad baby. Relax okay..? I'll see you tomorrow.." he said softly as i nodded "I love you.." I said as he smiles "I love you too rockstar" he hung up
I went to the hotel as I removed my makeup then took my hair out of the space buns, I had an hair appointment in the morning I was dying my hair neon pink then I had an makeup appointment I had a meet and greet before work as well. It was a busy day, I went to see Vanessa and pick up my gear. I was so excited about it, I planned wearing these cool sneakers I had since high school. I had this look planned. I just wanted to be myself again, I lost myself after losing my job with WWE. Which was so hard that was my home, then my drug addiction and everything just hit me the pressure of being a parent, then now getting married soon.
I began having a panic attack I never experienced one in years, Dakota and I were always together and being alone didn't help I needed him it was so hard being away and dealing with post pregnancy issues and I hadn't taken much time to myself.
