Second choice (R.t) PT 1

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"WHY ARE WE EVEN FIGHTING IN THE FIRST PLACE RICHIE?"I yelled me and richie were having one of the biggest fights about the losers."BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS HANG OUT WITH BILL,EDDIE,MIKE,STANLEY,AND BEN AND NEVER BEVERLY.WHY ARE YOU HANGING OUT WITH GUYS?"."BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FRIENDS TOO RICH,NOT JUST YOURS!".

"No because I brought you into the losers club,and you were just my second choice anyway!"I stared and had realized what he had just said"what?"tears already brimming my eyes."yeah Eddie isn't into guys so you are just a distraction"he said blankly."so you don't really love me".he sat there and didn't say a thing"No I don't really"he said,tears falling down my face,I grabbed my things and shoved them into my backpack.

And I ran outside,I just kept running and I didn't realize I ran into the woods.everything was scratching my arms and legs.Until I bumped into a person,I looked up to see the losers and one person i especially didn't want to see, Eddie.he tried to help me up but I declined"fuck you Eddie,just leave me alone!"I walked away to sit by the quary cliff

I sat down and put my knees to my chest and cried,someone sat next to me and I looked up to see Beverly."hey"I said."hey y/n,what happened?".I started crying harder"r-richie said i-i-i was just hi-his second choice.and said he said he didn't really love me that-that this was just a stupid middle school relationship!"I cried more and she pulled me into a hug.my crying died down a little and we decided to go to the club house.when we got there we saw everyone and richie.

My breathing became quick and Beverly grabbed my hand.she nodded and whispered it'll be okay to me.I nodded and sat far away from richie.Beverly sat next to me and so did mike,I put my head on Beverly's shoulder.The others start talking.the thought in my head wouldn't go away"your not good enough,you were never good enough,no one is every going to love you,not even yourself"I started silently crying when Beverly noticed.

"Hey you okay?"she said so everyone could hear it,I looked up and saw Richie staring at me"yeah,im fine I just need some air,I think I'm just gonna go home,um I guess I'll see.."I looked at Richie and he looked at me with pleading eyes"I'll see you tomorrow Beverly"I looked back at Richie and he looked away.I get out of the club house and start walking towards my house.I walk in and see my mom"hey sweetie how was today,did you get to see Richie?"I looked at her and started crying

She came up to me and knew why I was crying,she hugged me and I hugged her back while crying into her shoulder."baby,hey why don't you go to your room and I'll make you some soup,is that ok?"."yeah"I sniffed and ent up to my room.I looked around my room and saw everything that reminded me of Richie,I started by taking a box a packed everything that Richie has given me and his shirts,I even packed the scrap book that I made for him for his birthday in a few months.

After packing everything I told my mom I was going to see Beverly,when really I was going to richies house to give him his stuff back,once I got there,he opened the door and he had red puffy eyes."um here"I shoved the box into his arms."what's this?"

A/n:hi lovelies I made this since I haven't made one in a while so pt will be up in a few hours or tomorrow

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