Lois started crying to because Ashton was leaving to and I said " it's going to be okay they'll be back ". although I was terribly sad for Lois I was still upset about Calum. How could I be such a horrible person to be with someone who loves me while I'm in love with someone else, even though I had family and friends it was nice to know someone was there for you. Someone you could depend on while they love , and cherish you. I couldn't express how I truly felt because at first I really was head over heels for Nathan he treats me so right, but ever since Calum came into my life I've never seen anything so perfect before . While I we lost in my thoughts I was still letting lois cry on my shoulder as the day went by.
I started to cry very softly where no one could here me I didn't want anyone to know how I felt . I had to suck it up because I was meeting Nathan back at my place .
••{ Share my life take me for what I am cause I'll never change me true colors for you take my love I'll never ask for too much just all that you are and everything that you do I don't really need to look very much further I don't wanna have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it back again this passion inside can't run from myself there nowhere to hide don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore stay in my arms if you dare or must I imagine you there don't walk away from me I have nothing nothing if I don't have you you you you you you see right through the heart of me you break down my walls with the strength of your love mmhmmh I never knew love like I've known it with you will a memory survive one I can hold on to I don't really need to look any further I don't wanna have to go where you don't follow I won't hold back again this passion inside I can't run from myself there's no place to hide your love I'll always remember don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore stay in my arms if you dare or must I imagine you there don't walk away from me I have nothing nothing nothing oh don't make me Close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore stay in my arms if you dare or must I imagine you there don't walk away from me no don't you dare walk away from me I have nothing nothing nothing if I don't have you you if I don't have you oh ooh ooh ( extra added parts don't walk from me oh please darling I have nothing if I don't have you you oh ) }•• tears were streaming down my face again because that song is for Luke only made for the one and only Luke Robert Hemmings. I was getting ready to go to different places basically on a tour for the same amount of time of Luke's Tour But I'll Have an extra of it because we started a week later for my tour. I was on the tour bus and we were in The United Kingdom for our first stop and I was wearing my all white dress that was laced and was very tight and fitted in the front but at the end of my dress it flared out and I was wearing my all white pumps and my hair was parted toward side and my bangs were braided and tied together. I grabbed the microphone and said " these two new songs are for a special someone who is also on tour and these songs are dedicated to him I Love You ". I singed my two new songs " I Will Always Love You & I Have Nothing ".
This song was for Lois ..
CALUMS POV
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I turned on the TV and saw Kayla walking on stage in a beautiful dress and gorgeous as always she picked up the microphone and what she said melted inside of me and then her songs were just beautifully written perfectly and Then she started crying in the second song " I Have Nothing. Luke asked me something but I said " hold on I'm watching Kay-" I was cut off as Calum sat down next to me as she hit the highest note in her life and back in tears again she softly said " I Love You ". It was literally the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. " wow that was perfect ". Calum said. " I I I know was that song about me or am I just crazy ".? Luke chuckled and said " Come on Cal she misses you a lot and after she just singed that song she just showed the world how much she loves you don't you get it she's basically telling you that she's not going no where and she doesn't want you to close another door on her and by that she means she doesn't want you to go on tour across the whole world again but she wants you to be happy look Luke its a thing called Love maybe if you watched you might understand. ". Ash said as he pointed toward the tv and She waved to everyone include the camera bye and she blew a kiss and it was like she was kissing me. The rest of the boys came and sat down and said " WOA ".! I smiled and got up and Ashton said " it'll be okay man ". I stopped and turned to him and said " you don't understand ". He stopped me again and said " I think I do cause I'm away from my wife I think that's more worth a sacrifice ". I walked away
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Ashton's POV-
and we saw Kayla looking right in the camera like she heard everything we said. Me and the rest of the boys went to find Cal of course he just has to be the emotional one . I found him in the bathroom and I knocked on the door and saw him in tears. "Calum what's wrong "? "She's in love with someone else " (little does Calum know Kayla is in love with him ) "Cal you don't know that she might feel the same way" even though we both know it wasn't true. "Just cut it ash I'm done talking about it " and with that we went to preform our top song Good Girls and then once we got our showers and laid down I called Lois and we talked for hours and I know she was crying I know her too well she won't admit it but I know she is in the inside. I said " BabyGirl I'm coming home soon ". She giggled and snorted which made me laugh and we talked more and more hours. We finally said goodbye and the " I Love You's ". I looked at the time 3:30 AM. Omg were we talking for that long like anyways I started to think I should surprise Lois when we come back or if we meet her there in between the tour.!
I woke up and Our manager said " We will be going to Brazil and guess who else is going there ".? We all looked at each other and smiled and I said " Lois and Kayla ".? I was right we were finally seeing them again.! We packed all of our bags and were on the plane to Brazil.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All the fans were here supporting us as soon as we got off.?! We got in the hotel and didn't know when Lois And Kayla was going to be here so we just decided to get a few drinks and pizza. We played a few games watched tv, listen to loud music, like every other trynna be a punk rock star. Today was the day I get to see Lois for a few days. We finally went back stage and we didn't see Lois nor Kayla at all not even Kayla's best friend Isaac. We had to get on stage we were performing a whole bunch of songs when we were done we still didn't see Kayla Nor Lois the entire back stage and everywhere the lights went out and all of a sudden Kayla was coming from the ground you know what I mean like those things that brings u to the stage yeah anyways She came up there and the lights were still off and then there were these lights that looked liked the galaxy and she stepped off the thing she was on and started singing
••{ If you want it take it I should've said it before tried to hide it fake it can't pretend anymore I only wanna die alive never by the hands of a broken heart don't wanna hear you lie tonight now that I've become who I really am this is the part when I say I don't want ya I'm stronger than I've ever been before this is the part when I break free cause I can't resist it no more you were better deeper I was under your spell like a deadly fever yeah babe on the high to hell yeah cause I only wanna die alive never by the hands of a broken heart don't wanna hear you lie tonight now that I've become who I really am this is the part when I say I don't wanna ya I'm stronger than I've been before this is the part when I break free cause I can't resist no more this is the part when I say I don't want ya I'm stronger then I've been before this is the part when I break free cause I can't resist it no more baby oh thought of your body I came alive it was lethal it was fatal in my dreams it felt so right but I woke up every time oh baby this is the part when I say I don't want ya I'm stronger then I've been before this is the part when I break free cause I can't resist it no more this is the part when I say I don't want ya I'm stronger then I've been before this is the part when I break free cause I can't resist it no more ( whistle tone ) }•• She was a new person and dressed a lot different and all that not like ew or she's bad or anything but you know. Calum stood there without any words when she came backstage she ran and jumped into Nathans Arms ...while Lois ran in my arms I hugged her so tight. We all eat at a restaurant and went our separate ways I took Lois to a skate park and we skateboard till it was really late then we got so fro yo and went to see a movie and then we headed back to the hotel to cuddle and watch Netflix. For the past 3 Days I've been spending time only with Lois and it was amazing I got back to the studio for one last time and we singed one more song then we had to leave and Kayla singed her song Break Free again and Lois was in my arms not wanting to let me go I held her close and kissed her forehead and left.
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Lois POV-
I ran back to the Jeep and Kayla was in the driver seat and we sat in silence then Kayla started driving I was upset I missed him so much we made it home safely and I went straight to bed and watched Netflix.
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A Month Later..
" LOIS".!!! Kayla said. I weakly got out of bed and They were finally back. I didn't see Ashton Calum came up to me and said " I'm sorry Lois but Ashton Wasn't able to make it ". I started to have tears in my eyes and Said " what.? Why.? Is he okay".? Calum said " look behind you".! Ashton put his hands over my eyes and Ashton picked me up and spinned my around we kissed I looked over and saw Kayla and she smiled at me and kissed Nathan. . Our family was back at home again. Perfectly Perfect.
