I breath in and feel a tingle throughout my body. As I exhale I see a white cloud of smoke escape from my cracked lips. Tears start to run down my cheeks. I remember the date and that I could go see him. I miss him like hell. I take another drag and feel better. The tears stopped as I walked to my car. The drive felt like it took days but was only 45 minutes. I guess when you think about the one you love and that you can't have them with you anytime you want it makes time go slow. I remembered the last time he kissed me. It was raining and we had just come back from a party. I wasn't drunk and really didn't need alcohol to feel that way in his presence. He ran his fingers through my blonde hair and leaned in. I closed my eyes as mascara ran down my face. He smiled and our lips locked. Nothing could tear us appart. Thinking about it made me cry even more. I pulled up to the jail and parked my blue sanata. I slowly walked and got through security. I saw him sitting at a table,his hair as short as it could be and he was in a bright orange jump suit. He smiled as he saw me enter the grungy room. I swear he could always make me laugh! He stood up to hug me, but was quickly told to sit back on the metal bench.
