I don't know what to think
It's been a while since a day has ended
I want to forget
It's been a while since I've felt normal
I don't know what to think
When you kiss me there
I want to forget
It's been a while since I've been able to convince myself it'll be fine
I don't want to come home
It's dark and you seem all too willing to let me fill the void
Because you like to leave
You seem all too willing to let me be scared
I don't know how long it's been
I keep forgetting the days
When I'm with you, it feels like a lifetime
But you say it's not, so I guess it isn't
I don't know what you think
But you're the cause of my addictive personality
You can't, you're not giving me anything
You just know that I can't leave, I can't do a thing
I don't want to talk about it
I know I'm so lucky, to be loved and cherished mostly
I'm going to go pass out for a bit
Then go for a jog
Imagine how wild it would feel to hear
"Yeah, that's not okay"
To hear "That's not normal, you're not obligated to stay"
From someone who hasn't said it before
I don't want to think about it
How come I have you, but I still want someone else to be you?
I want to forgive and forget
I didn't want to grow up
YOU ARE READING
Letters For Someone, Someday
PoesiaPoems and short stories/The manic ramblings of a middle schooler (except the last chapter I'm not in middle school anymore) Tws: references to suicide, death, drugs, abuse, I don't know u can handle it
